Questions Before the Door

You have no idea how I'm feeling right now lol. :P

Do you play with me?

Do you enjoy yourself?

Do you come back to haunt me?

Or truly to atone?

Why do I care what you do?

Why do I believe a single word?

Why do I want to see you?

Is it just 'love' I feel?

 

What makes you want me?

What drives you to make me promises?

What is it you really think?

Am I just your obsession?

 

Is it because I can make you shake,

With a few passionate kisses?

Is it that I do what no one else can,

and consume your fire with my own?

 

You think it's our connection?

You believe its because we are afraid?

You pray the same feeling will be there,

If I choose to open the door?

 

Why do you hurt me?

Why do make the decisions you do?

Why do you cry so much,

when I decide you cannot have me?

 

What do you have that I crave?

What power of yours can change my mind?

Every story you tell is so well done,

and I still believe almost every one.

Very soon my decision must be made,

To open my door when you arrive,

If I do the many doors will open,

To all the negativity we want to put aside.

 

For one kiss from me.

For one kiss from you.

Your poison lips.

My poisoned heart.

Your screams,

and my touch...

 

But we shouldn't...

I should let you go...

Wait I tried that and thought I did well...

 

Perhaps letting ME go would help?

No more tears, heartache, and stories.

No more suffocation, anger, and torment.

No more excuses.

No more questions.

 

So much better to just be done,

and I'm still probably going to open the door.

Most likely choose this self infliction,

for that one kiss that we both need,

to spark our flames that have since dimmed,

before I have to let you go again.

}:)>