KKTHXBAIA Poem by Aidan CooneyJust venting any off time I have...The vision of you still haunts me, your smell still potent in my head, Comforted by inatimate substitution, clutching myself to a pillow instead.
'I didn't want to.' F**k every one of your lies. 'I'm turning into a monster and dont know what to do.' F**k your tear filled eyes.
I gave you a simple resolution, pleaded for you to let me let you go, you begged me with your toxic voice to not give up, So I waited and this is what I know:
You kept all things important inside, and told me what I wanted to hear, while you were out of sight drinking away your sorrow, you found someone to lick your tears.
'I'm sorry for my sins against you.' You're such a selfish being. 'I love you so much and never meant to hurt you.' I'm sorry but your love has lost its meaning.
My emotions are now so entwined, a passionate love mixed with so much hate, visions of f*****g you one last time, taking your last breath as I ejaculate.
I thank you for making it easier for me, It was so hard to sift through the s**t, Im now crystal about everything I questioned, Im relieved you hurt me, I have to admit.
I was in love with the girl you portrayed, A beautiful dream that fell into my lap, but we knew our dream was doomed from the start, finally to awake with nothing but scrap.
'I'm sorry, I do not deserve you.' You're right and your apologies always so kind. 'Goodbye my love, I will miss you.' Good luck darling, leave my mind.
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2 Reviews Added on February 18, 2008 Last Updated on February 24, 2008 AuthorAidan CooneyPhoenix, AZAboutI am who I am. I have my problems like the rest of the world. I stopped writing down my thoughts and feelings in poem form, in any form really, since my first big relationship of almost 6 years. I wro.. more..Writing
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