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Just venting any off time I have...

The vision of you still haunts me,

your smell still potent in my head,

Comforted by inatimate substitution,

clutching myself to a pillow instead.

 

'I didn't want to.'

F**k every one of your lies.

'I'm turning into a monster and dont know what to do.'

F**k your tear filled eyes.

 

I gave you a simple resolution,

pleaded for you to let me let you go,

you begged me with your toxic voice to not give up,

So I waited and this is what I know:

 

You kept all things important inside,

and told me what I wanted to hear,

while you were out of sight drinking away your sorrow,

you found someone to lick your tears.

 

'I'm sorry for my sins against you.'

You're such a selfish being.

'I love you so much and never meant to hurt you.'

I'm sorry but your love has lost its meaning.

 

My emotions are now so entwined,

a passionate love mixed with so much hate,

visions of f*****g you one last time,

taking your last breath as I ejaculate.

 

I thank you for making it easier for me,

It was so hard to sift through the s**t,

Im now crystal about everything I questioned,

Im relieved you hurt me, I have to admit.

 

I was in love with the girl you portrayed,

A beautiful dream that fell into my lap,

but we knew our dream was doomed from the start,

finally to awake with nothing but scrap.

 

'I'm sorry, I do not deserve you.'

You're right and your apologies always so kind.

'Goodbye my love, I will miss you.'

Good luck darling, leave my mind.

 

}:)>

 

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Reviews

[Anon]

this I like........some good anger comes through and the wish to 'exorcise; the one who haunted and poisoned Love, is the legacy of the one who has loved and then been suddenly disillusioned.....(perhaps dis-embowelled......) at the time

"leave my mind"

I like the positive anger that comes through in this poem.......good stuff.

[WhoaitSarah]

interesting. and good.