mediocre longings

“need to lose a few lbs. before

summer.  need to lose a few lbs.

before summer so i can get that

tat i saw in the ink shop yesterday

(twas so very pretty).  got to save

up so i can get that tat i saw in the

ink shop.  need to watch my calorie

intake so i can lose those lbs. before

summer, so when i get my new tat

that was so very pretty, it will look

good on me, that is, i will look good

with it on me.  hope i get that interview

this week.  hope that i’ll get that

interview because then i can start to

make some real money, because, if

i start to make some real money i can

save up and get that tat i saw yesterday

in the ink shop, but not before i lose

a few lbs.  got to watch my calorie

intake in order to do that.  but i have to

exercise too.  i definitely hope that

interviewer calls for that job then,

because when he calls i can ace that

thing and i will finally be making real

money.  finally put that college degree

to some use.  got to pay that thing off.

i will do that as soon as i start saving,

but not until i get my tat---the one i

saw in the ink shop yesterday, it was

so very pretty.  it will go good with

most of my outfits.  but all my outfits

that fit me now, i’ll have to get rid of

when i have lost that weight.  got to

do that before summer.  lose those lbs.

before summer will mean i have to

watch my calorie intake and exercise

though.  i will have to start running or

go to a gym, or both.  but a gym costs

money.  but that’s alright because when

i ace that interview this week after the

guy calls i will be making real money.

then i will be able to finally get some

new outfits that will go with my pretty

new tattoo and i will be able to show it

off, looking so good after i’ve lost that

weight i need to lose.  of course that will

be easy after i have been going to the gym

and running for a while.  i just need to

save up some money quick after i get

this job that guy’s gonna call me about,

so i can pay for the gym membership. 

then, while i am working out and running

i will be saving up to get that pretty

tat i saw yesterday at the ink shop.  then

when i get the tat, i will be looking good

because i’ve been working out.  that’s when

i will take the money that i have been saving

to get new outfits that will go with that pretty

tat on my new body looking so good and use

it to get those new outfits.  after that i will

start saving up to pay off the loan i took to

get my degree, because i can do that any time.

summer only comes once a year, and i got

to lose a few lbs. before summer.”