Stepmom

My feelings run and hide when they see you or hear your name.

I'm told to hide nothing at all
 then when it comes to you I'm supposed to hide..
 Hide myself, hide my feelings.
My feelings run and hide in the dark
when they see you or hear your name.
 Why?
Why do you insist on making my life miserable?
 Are you happy?
Do you sleep better at night
 knowing I'm not sleeping at all?

Many nights I find my self lost in my own body crying for help,
crying because of pain that you have caused.
You hurt me.
You "tried"so hard to break down my brick wall
all you did was stack on more bricks.
My guards are up
because of you
my step-mom.