My Beach

MY BEACH is MY HOME

You see what you want to?
    I feel what I don't want to.
       You think about me?
          I dream nightmares about you.
       I'm scared... of YOU.
          You say we are alike... But we are not.
       You think our love is true? No it is pain.
     I want to run. Run far far away
 Never with you, Never with us.
 Just far away with just me....
    Possibly a beach with sand castles.
A sunset with birds.

Someday I will be free, like those waves on MY beach
 near MY sand castle.