obsessive lust of self control ...........

but if people like that kind of mediocre crap that they would award it the highest accolade in music for musicians then so be it but back to real music i think from what i observed and heard as well from laura's lyrics and body language the song means: the choices laura has made in which she is desperately & mercifully trying to control her drunken, dancing and sexualistic party night life from the dangers that can occur from it. The video's visualisation and lighting detail to the set's + the extras dynamic demonic fabricated costumes/insatiable tingling nerving plastic masks & applied slap on powered make-up the way it is filmed and directed gives it off as it is medium paced/direction creating complicating but swift turns with the panavision v.r that prsents it self depicting and showing symbols for the troubles,danger's ahead if she choose to carry on and we all know that she did it throws you into her shoes to apart of her unpredictated life.