Arivedercci

This poem is about my abusive relationship at age 13. I'm still healing.

When you said "I love you" 
for the first time
Your eyes looked right through
but I didn't notice you were mine
The first hit hurt me
but you apologized
but I didn't see
see through all your lies
you kept doing it 
I had to tell people I got into fights
hit after hit 
things just weren't right
I got sick of it
sick of the pain
my emotions went to s**t
what was there to gain?
I decided to leave
I felt it's what I needed to do
but you started stalking me
I know that car is you
who can miss it?
blue, purple flames, gold rims
too bad it's a piece of s**t
you followed everywhere it seems
Until I got sent away
how can you hurt me in Utah
apparently all you did was wait
I'm in Cali starting a future
I have nothing to do with you
I'm in love
but he doesn't hurt me like you
this is my goodbye full of brag
hope you can find someone else to use
I'm no longer your punching bag 
goodbye, terrible
hope you see my pride
because it's true
since you lied 
arrivederci
I'm finally free