Let him find you

Can we meet?

Let him find you,

its nothing erratic,

nothing so formal

But now you are in the pit and you cannot deny it,

Cannot go back nor re engage,

Partially others but mainly you,

Your life creaking and cramming you,

as your nervous energy flows around

Somewhere they say you don't belong,

Your heart and head all dances reckless,

As you decorate your self unwillingly

Scared to get scarred

To be disproportionate, different and demanding,

Among what seems an organized venture.

Just stop thinking you say to yourself

and steady your breath and knees,

This will soon be over you think

and quietly mutter "Let him find You"