Mess

Scattered

They tell me

"Oh, you are such a mess."

and I actually have much to say about that. 

I must confess,

that my room is all over the place,

as well as my head. 

Then, from this mess,

I cannot make my way into my bed. 

In my mess created by my head, then, 

I just can't sleep. 

I am unable to organize all of these files,

For the pile is long and deep.

I want to make one big leap, 

Though it sure is a heap. 

My emotions are steep. 

It can't be kept tidy, 

I think what you said 

was told well and correctly, 

that I am one big mess. 

Reviews

[I Am Svetlana]

Man, this piece really hit me...I feel like an emotional mess a lot of the time, not to mention, my room isn't the neatest either! Since I had my first two jobs, I've tried my best to become more organized, but in the end, I quit those jobs because they turned out to put so much mental stress on me & not many understand how important I feel my mental health is. I'm currently unemployed, but even without a job, I have my days of feeling like a total mess, both mentally & physically. Those days where I don't want to get out of bed, those days where I can't seem to think straight or bother try to care about anything. We are who we are & don't worry, you really aren't the only one! I'm sure there's many out there who can definitely relate to this mental struggle just as I have. You'll have your good days, along with the bad, but there's always a light at the end of the tunnel!