Dear Stefanie

 Dear Stefanie, (how do I start?)

 

Look, I'm sorry

That it's even been this long

I tried to call...

But it just felt wrong

I'm blazed everyday

And I just don't feel strong

Alone so much

My only friend is a bong

I wrote you a song

Hoping that you'd hear it

But I can't sing for you 

When you're nowhere near me

I know you fear me

And the conditions of love

But you strayed like before

When push came to shove

But y'know I agreed with you 

And just shrugged

Figured my grace had been dug

So I left you with him

While I went to go die in the mud

When home, drank too much

Passed out on the rug

Woke up in a pool of my own vomit and blood

Poured a cup of rum

And crushed up a nug

And fell back into my spiral of hate

Writing the names

Of those I'll eliminate

My minds twisted and backed

Every one of my muscles spaz

My bones jirate

My jaw clamps tight

My head goes light

My world goes black

Without you in sight.

 

Without wrong or right

Go back to before

Back to when we were kids

When I was the one you adored

And now we're apart

Battling for bits of our hearts

I dream about you

But wake up

It tears me apart

I'm pretty far from perfection

And I sin without cause

I ain't afraid to step down

Baby, you're the boss

You are the main source of my loss

The reason why I am what I am

You stole my heart when I was a child

And broke it when I became a man.

Author's Note

yup.

Reviews

[Bananabacon]

That was really good! I liked it when you talked about how she stole your heart when you were a child and broke it when you became a man!!