Did You Ever Wonder About Me

Did you ever wonder about me or where I disappeared to?

I highly doubt it, but did you ever? Way back when...

Did you ever worry that may I'd come back to haunt you?

 

You know I believe in dreams, too

Or did you ever wonder what happened to me?

Under those neon lights so long ago as I left without a trace

 

Ever wondered where that crazy woman went?

Very much I wanted to see you, but I was embarrassed

Every time I thought of you, I was determined to stay away

Release you from my manic moments like on Lagrange & Park Streets

 

Went to the hospital, the very next day, psyche ward of course

Out of my mind & into a fantasy my mind drifted away

Now I know I'm not crazy but at times I have racing thoughts

Darlin, it's just something that happens when I get stressed out

Everyone knew my husband had died, but no one told you

Really needed to talk to you that night, my friend

 

As it turned out I went crazy in front of you and at you

Boy, did I make a complete fool of myself that day

Okay, so I just needed someone to talk to and that person was you

Uncomfortably numb describes me back then, how I felt

Today, I feel hurt & pain, nothing can take it away

 

Maybe that's a good thing, I just want you to know that I really care

Even now as I am trying so hard to write you out of mind