Valley Of The Dolls

V alley of the dolls

A  book I read, a movie I watched

L ifetime ago it seems

L eft me to wondering how life can be so cruel, so full of pain, so unpredictable

E very time I take my bipolar medication, I feel such utter frustration

Y earning to just be normal like everyone else

 

O ff of this rollercoaster ride

F eeling so helpless deep inside

 

T he valley of the dolls

H as made quite an impression on me

E verytime I reach out to that bottle of pills

 

D reading the way that feel, that I am not in control

O f my own life anymore

L iving with manic depression devastates me

L eaves me often on the edge of reality

S earching for my own sanity