Mel and Deb #1

Mel and Deb A Story by debileah a story yet to be written(Chapter1 Letter#1) about an abusive relationship and how I got out

 

 

Debileah,

Honey, baby, sweetheart. What do I gotta do to get your attention? Before you blow it all down the drain. I swear Deb, you don't know what you're doing right now. You've abandoned me, and what about the kids? It's been 14 yrs and I just don't see the justice in this. Where exactly can you tell me you're doing so much better off without me? I must have missed something that went over my head. I wish you'd tell, I am your husband and you can tell me these things. Babe, I love you each day all the more, not less. Down deep inside, you know you still love me too. This just ain't right.

     This guy you been seeing I know he's convinced it won't happen to him, but after all these years of marriage and everything we've been through, you left me, and you'll leave him too. He's a fool to think differently, if he thinks you won't leave him one day for some other guy that comes along. This is all very foolish and you know it. Deb, we've been around a long time together, and experienced what happened in our lives, I just wish you would come back to your senses and come back to me. Deb, come on now; I don't stalk you or nothing like that! You always come looking for me and you know it, or at least you use to. Everyone in this town knows I haven't bothered you since I got out of prison. Everybody knows and will tell you that all I talk about is you and how much I love and miss you. I'm not out to beating you up. I know we've had our squabbles and hard times in the past, but that's over I swear, I only want to forgive and forget. I want you to do the same, we can make it babe, I know we can if you give me half the chance.  All I can promise for now is to take it slow. Deb, please I think we can still be happy.

Are you sure you would rather throw what we've had away? To be away from you, I feel like dying rather than to be without you. I don't want to go on with my heart feeling like it's weighted down. I honestly feel like dying if I have to spend the rest of my life without you by my side. It's been like a daggar to my heart. I swear every second away from you, it feels that way. Please come back to me.

I'm sorry I don't know what else to say and I won't cry. I love you! Over and out, Babe. I love you.                            

                          Mel

 

Notes to reader: I plan on answering his questions as the story progresses.

Filling in the blank pages as I go along memory lane. My husband has been deceased for ten years so this a lot to update since we did part ways. This is the beginning of my story, or rather our story, a story of drug and alcohol addiction his, and my addiction to him. And the abuse endured. Mel and Deb.

 

© 2007 debileah