The Beginning, The End

This poem explains some friendships/r-ships that we choose to hold on for some reason but that actually becomes bad for us , we start to realize this is not what I expected or even really wanted

Feeling the feelings being left alone within those, I feel you but you don't

I settle myself into a dormant pocket of regret, regretting the way I felt 

Regretting how we were living, regretting that we ever met

Yet I'm left feeling and thinking why, why did I allow myself to look at your face

My eyes to witness , my life to combine with yours  and yet I'm left feeling torn

Pondering about the great times we had, when it was all fun and games

But nothing is the same as it once was, and I'm about to go insane

Putting stress on one another and others around us 

We're fussing and cussing throughout our days, God you give my soul such pain

However I still try and make it work, breaking down in tthe midst of all the hurt

Trying to ignore what I'm consumed of and seeing

Our friendship is over, if it ever started

We've long since parted the notion to really caring for each other

The sex is but nothing more than a stale word, laying next to you doesn't provoke my desire

Working together becomes a fight of who can do best and who is right

It's like singing a sad song, wondering how much more can I take

The pain, anger builds, resentment for all the deceit is way too much for me 

While I lay here playing the past events through my head, I wonder why don't I just walk away

Leave this life , Step forward never looking back, alone I am 

Alone I stand, Gone Like a shadow disappearing in the wind

Leaving the thoughts, the dreams, the tears of my past behind me.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[DiaryofaBlackQueen]

OMG girl I feel what you feeling...and that is where I am at...You wrote this perfectly!!!!!

[Eddie Phillips]

We all live through many experiences like this in life. We grow stronger from every relationship. Great piece!