once again...

once again...

A Poem by deadlife
"

life. quest. fight. rebel.

"

 

Once again

~


I am turning to the past


Holding the future with a hand


Moving...


Kicking the door, hard

-


And kicking, and kicking it again!


I'm shouting at it.


Walls are cracking
my world is shaking...

 

 


I'm not losing the grip now.


I will not.


Not this time!

 

 


I'm kicking it hard.


My time is waiting at the door,
and it's locked.


I am turning to the past,


Holding the future with a hand...


And I'm shouting at my present.

 

-


I'm ruining my days

 

 Ruining my nights

-

 


I want to be what I am

...

 What I used to be.

 


I'll give it all,


I'll ruin my world,

 

Will break

All the doors

~


Just to get back to ME!

 

 

 

© 2008 deadlife


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Sometimes we drift so far away from what we used to be we are in danger of losing ourselves and that is apparent in your writing. Sometimes we must go back to the simplest of things that we used to do or love and work back only to find that we've grown and changed and even though it may not be what we wanted we learn to incorporate our past with our future. Great write.


Brette

Posted 16 Years Ago



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deadlife
deadlife

New Delhi, India



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I was born. I live. I'll die. I know nothing. Where I came from? Where will I go? I'm ignorant of my existance. I'm uncertain of myself. No beliefs. No religion. No god. Know Go.. more..

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