the cry of a chalkboardA Poem by deadlifeA tribute to the victims of Connecticut school shooting.Again, I heard that ‘coughing’ of the gun, right behind me. I felt it, like someone shot me in the back. A coward. A sick man. A disease"plague. And his gun, coughing hard. I heard the shot loud and clear. For that moment, I heard no cries, nothing. The time went silent. As I was standing still; stoned; dead. My throat went dry, like a drought, cracked my voice. I wished to scream but I was left with nothing but a deep disgusting silence. Like a drop of thick blood I was hanging between the dream and the reality. Disturbed, confused, silent. Another gunshot! Blunt, but was sharp enough to tear that silence into threads of cries. Large cries. It was horrible. And, then, he shot himself. Yesterday, one failure of a man came and murdered my kids, and I could do nothing. I saw his face. I saw him as he walked into this classroom with a gun in his hand, as if looking for someone. He looked behind the door; looked at me when quickly walking out of the room. I saw him. A shallow man. Empty. Low. Pathetic. Today I’m still standing, stoned, struggling to believe. Today, I have questions. I’ve always had questions. But this time there’s no one to answer them"those teachers are gone. And no one to answer them to. ~ 12.14.12 Thoughts and prayers. © 2012 deadlifeAuthor's Note
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Added on December 16, 2012 Last Updated on December 16, 2012 Tags: Connecticut Victims, 12.14.12, Tribute AuthordeadlifeNew Delhi, IndiaAboutI was born. I live. I'll die. I know nothing. Where I came from? Where will I go? I'm ignorant of my existance. I'm uncertain of myself. No beliefs. No religion. No god. Know Go.. more..Writing
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