Myself

remember who you are

ive been through pain and suffering and grief
i was forced to mature
the years in my life were a thief

i grew up not knowing just what to do next
i lack the skills to move on
just to close off and repress

time is a curse and people are careless
my youth was ripped away
i know cause i write this

pieces of innocence are buried away deep
i know the world is s**t
theres nothing to see

my life is a process
but i dont see the goal
i no longer can dream,
my minds lost it all

i cant live for myself
theres no point in a fight
i know ill never have that same kind of light

so ill live for the others
they still have a chance
to accomplish their dreams
and move on from the past

my goal is not mine
i cant do it for me
my soul will be lost
and drowned in the sea

ive seen past my years
and into the future
where life is hopeless
and hope is a butcher

right now ill give up on myself
i cant fix me currently
but i can give my all
to be there for those who need me to be

Author's Note

ignore english conventions, i wrote this on my phone