sometimes i want 2 die

WARNING: SELF HARM/MENTAL DISORDERS

every day is such a f*****g struggle

to get out of bed

to eat

to interact with people

its enough to just make you want to die

when i say im sad, its not just a bad day, its not going to pass over because it never does, this depression is eating m alive and every day, i fall deeper and deeper into the deep dark place and its getting harder to have the strength to pull myself out of this, its such a constant feeling, always a huge weight on my shoulders, cut after cut, i just want to feel something, i need to feel something. i  cant, im numb