Gone

So here i am wondering if your dead
i got so many thoughts running threw my head
the day you left i fell to the ground
now i have no one so i can be found
your so far you cant hear me
tell me love do you see
i need you here i need you close
you really hurt me out of them all the most
the blood you left with knives and all
there i was left to fall
at your feet i lay to die with blood and tears
you brought back all my deepest fears
here i am on more time to say
i hate you a lot is this okay