esse quam videri

ESSE QUAM VIDERI…

Esse quam videri… for there is nothing to beat what’ve become;

even the strongest wind won’t blow you down.

 It took me hours of days engraved with pain and heartache to

 admit that the world knocked me down on my feet to get a good grip on it. 

Every day I would go for a walk but still I was in grief,

 I was supposed to water and feed you daily,

but due to my insecurity failed to keep you alive in my heart.

And that graciously sang a battered song of pain in my heart.