Am I Not Enough

im trying to explain the pain you feel when you have to stand there and watch someone you love getting tortured more along the lines of bullying...and all you want is to be the person the need

push comes to shove
and i have to watch as the melevolant rise above
her in the twisting shadows
as she screams
but no one comes to save her
i have to see as they beat her relentlessly
repeatedly til she cant handle it any more
brittle and hallowed to the core
she stumbles home
limping and bleeding
i just wanna be her crutch
her bandage
to the parents who cant stop drinking
they fight and fight till they cant scream any more
daddy hit mama
the tears in her eyes she runs to her room
where shell rot like a corpse in a tomb
the one who loves her
cant protect her
she begs darling take this away im sick of this life of pain
he pleads is it not enough to just have me
as he wails in pain
please dont take this choice
drop the gun
and follow my voice
i just wanna be the person you need