Why Cant I Be What He Needs

He is with another girl and you cant help feeling shes better than you. Feeling so vulnerable and insignificant

Why cant i be like her?
she can run free so easy
go out side when its breezy
but im made of paper
i can fall apart in the blink of an eye
as he waves me good bye
out the window as the tears i cry
paint the floor red
i feel so broken
when i watch them go hand in hand
one day ill be able to show
what i can do
what i can be
what he sees in me
what he always has
what it takes to come alive
to strive
to get out of this hopeless place
to feel the warmth of his hand caressing my face