SecretsA Chapter by Velia J. MatthewsChapter Two Secrets (Point of view of Pazuzu)
Walking the brightly lit
streets of Manhattan, Abraxus and I scoured the area for our special little
cambion. With only her school and home of residence as guides to her
whereabouts, we were forced to rely on scent. Though we had yet to meet the
illusive half breed, her scent was one that was not easily ignored. As my
thoughts slowly drifted to those of Nora, I was reminded of the night I first
caught whiff of the unique scent. I could remember that night so clearly, forever
engraved into my memory, for who could forget their first taste of that
delicious scent? ************************** Standing on the rooftop to the
dorm I lived in, I recall my excitement as I gazed at the wonderous moon, its
red hues casted a feverish glow upon the woods. Even if one desired it, they
could not ignore the beauty of the moon, for it stood out like a beacon,
emitting a powerful aura. Closing my eyes, I inhaled the sweet woodsy smell
that surrounded me. As I stood onto the roof, absently staring at the moon, a
strong gust of wind blew over me, with it, it carried the most beguiling scent.
The smell was one of a demon, but no ordinary demon, this scent was…different. My interest piqued, I decided
to pay a visit to my grandfather. Hidden away, in the dark streets of
Manhattan, he lived in peace and solitude. Slowly, I began to remove my clothes,
careful not to let late passersby’s see me. Kneeling onto the rough surface, I
placed my palms onto the roof. Closing my eyes, I inhaled deeply, letting the
feverish power flow. The ripples along my spine sending a wave of pleasure to
course through me. My bones cracked as they changed from man to beast, their
loud echoes filling the night air. With a low growl, I slammed what was now a
large paw, onto the stone roof. Taking a moment to adjust, I slowly made my way
to the forest, careful to remain hidden in the shadows of the trees. Upon arrival of my grandfather’s
home, the strong smell of sage hit my nose, with a snort I walked towards his
small home. The cheap looking home, was
decorated with pale yellow sidings and outdated windows, low telephone wires hanging
over the streets following down to the neighboring apartments. Finding the
hidden door my grandfather had put in, I found a set of spare clothes set aside
for an occasion such as this, he must’ve known I would be making a visit. Once again in human form and
fully clothed, I walked through the old mahogany door. Sitting at an old wooden
table, was my grandfather, he sat shrouded in darkness, the only light was a
dimly lit candle, the wick nearing its end. He sat there absently, his dark
brown eyes holding wisdom beyond my years. His long hair held a silvery glow and
his face was filled with wrinkles. His eyes never leaving the candle, he smoked
lazily on a pipe, puffs of smoke swirling around the room. “What brings you here, my dear
boy?” His voice was low and gruff as he spoke, the years of smoking finally
seemed to be catching up. “You know why I’m here old
man.” I retorted with a grin, eyeing him closely. He may be old, but his nose
was as sharp as the next. I wouldn’t put it past my grandfather to try and pull
my leg. With a low chuckle, my
grandfather reached into his small cupboard, pulling out a thick yellow
envelope, sliding it gently to me. “You’re curious about that
scent, right? Everything you need to know, is in that envelope. Be wary my
grandson, you are not the only one, whose curiosity was piqued.” ********************************** Shaking my head gently, I
quieted my thoughts once more, momentarily forgetting the memories that led me
here. Heaving a sigh, I placed my hand
to my forehead, racking my brain as to where she might be. Having checked the
main two areas she resides most, I was at a complete loss. Pulling out the
envelope, I began to look over her details, at first glance, she didn’t seem
like anyone special. Just your average college student, with less a less than
average social life. Ideally, it shouldn’t be this hard to find her, the lone
fact that she had no social life, should have made her where abouts slim. But, her
scent is so sporadic, it’s hard to pinpoint her exact location. “What exactly do you think
you’ll find in here?” a smooth voice interrupted my thoughts. Looking over my
shoulder, I could see Abraxus examining the papers contents as well. His
glasses sliding down the bridge of his nose, leading him to push them back into
place with annoyance. Quickly folding the contents back into the envelope, I
sighed in defeat, the fleeting thought of postponing our search creeping into
mind. “Well, dear Abraxus my good
friend, I’m not sure. We’ve already scoped out both the college and her home.” Annoyance
ringing clear, I ran a hand through my hair in frustration. When I first
decided to go on this journey, I didn’t predict it to be such a long endeavor. “First off, I’m not your
friend, secondly, we’re finding her tonight. Maybe you lower level demons like
to laze about all day, but us demons of higher stature that is, prefer to
handle things of importance immediately.” Abraxus’s voice took an icy tone, and
threw me a glare with his fierce grey eyes. Remaining empty handed, we
began to accept that we would have to postpone our search. As cars bustled by,
we both sulked in silence, neither wanting to be the first to admit defeat.
With a reluctant sigh, I decided to try one last time to find her location.
Kneeling, I slowly inhaled the scents around me, though try as I might to
ignore the distracting sounds around me, I could not block out the sound of
impatient taps. Gritting my teeth with annoyance, I once more concentrated on
the task at hand. “Come on mutt, aren’t you wolf
demons supposed to have a strong sense of smell?!” speaking irritably, he ran a
hand through his platinum blonde hair. Standing to my full height, I went toe
to toe against Abraxus. “Listen, you want to find her,
don’t you? If I’m not doing a well enough job, then you do something!” with
this Abraxus merely scoffed at me, rolling his eyes in the process. Though
Abraxus remained arrogant, he was aware of how useless he was at tracking.
Whether he wanted to admit it or not, he needed me. As the tension eased
between us, a strong gust of wind blew by, a sweet erotic scent enveloping me.
The scent so sweet, it made my mouth water. “Looks like I found you.” Speaking
excitedly, I looked back to see Abraxus wearing an equally delighted smile. We
had found our little cambion, though the victory short lived, we both quickly
sprinted into action. Crossing the busy streets,
cars tried their best to swerve out of our way, blaring their horns. The only
sound to be heard, was that of our feet smacking against the rough pavement,
our breath remaining steady. Growing closer to the small park that laid nearby
the children’s elementary school, I could smell her scent more clearly, she was
around here somewhere. Reaching
the edge of the forest, I could smell the scent of blood mixed with roses. Familiar
with this forest, I had never sensed such an ominous atmosphere protruding from
its depths. Momentarily, I began to
wonder if this strange little being had such immense power to create such a dark
aura. If she very well did, then this journey was going to be quite more
challenging than what we first anticipated. Shaking off the dark feeling
that seemed to cling to me, Abraxus stood next to me, a calm expression on his
face. Though I knew he could sense the same danger as I, I also was keenly
aware of his immense bravado. “Well,
if she’s in there, that would explain the dark vibes.” He spoke with a matter
of fact tone, sliding his glasses back onto the bridge of his nose. Cautiously,
we both made our descent into the forest, the trees looming over us, creating a
blanket of black skies. Noticing the strange dip in temperature, we both
quickly prepared ourselves for a battle, only a strong demonic being could
produce this much power. Coming upon a large stone, I
could smell her scent was much stronger here, as well as the scent of blood.
Giving the stony wall a side glance, Abraxus signaled for me to halt, perking
his ears to a sound coming from behind the giant stone. Remaining still,
Abraxus made his way cautiously around the stony walls, careful as to not make
any noise. Waiting with bated breath, I listened closely for any sounds of
disturbance. “Hey!
Get over here, quickly!” hearing his shout, I hurried to his side, nearing the
entryway of the cave, the wretched scent of blood filling my nostrils. Observing
my surroundings, I saw Abraxus kneeling onto the stony floor, there beside him,
laid none other than Nora Parker. Her dark hair was sprawled around her, framing
her face with small curls. Her skin was
as pale as the moon, her lips full and pink. At first glance, she wasn’t much
to look at, but upon further inspection, I found myself beguiled by her
haunting beauty. Bringing myself closer to her still form, I noticed a large
wound on her head, the blood had dried around the wounds edges, an indication
that she had been here for quite some time. As Abraxus began checking her
wrists for a pulse, I began to scope out the area in hopes of finding whoever
had done this. Though she very well could have simply slipped and fell, it was
hard to believe a cautious woman such as herself, would venture out so far.
Heaving a heavy sigh, Abraxus stood, a hand on his hip. Pushing his glasses up
once more, he hurriedly spoke. “She’s
still alive, but just barely. We must get her to my mansion. She’s lost too
much blood, a hospital will take too long. My personal doctor will attend to
her wounds.” Leaving no room for argument, Abraxus began tearing bits of his
shirt, using the cloth to put pressure against her wound. “What
shall we do when she awakens?” I asked with a sigh. “Oh
Pazuzu, that is when our alliance ends. Whoever can woe her and make her
theirs. Is the victor, correct?” Speaking slowly, humor danced in his eyes, an arrogant
air surrounding him. “Rumor
has it, whoever beds this woman and she births their spawn, well that clan will
prosper.” As he spoke, I could practically see the twisted wheels in his head
turning. “Not to mention, the husband
will become ruler of the Underworld. I don’t intend to let this chance slip me
by. What will you do Pazuzu?” Slowing, Abraxus picked the woman up in his arms,
cradling her small body. Gazing at her pale face, I began to chuckle softly to
myself, a slow devious smile creeping onto my face “I
don’t intend to lose Abraxus.” Abraxus grinning wickedly, raised his brows. “Let
the fun begin.” *************************************** Surrounded by nothing but
darkness, I could hear my steady breath, faint voices filled my head, though
they seemed as if they were miles away. Trying desperately to speak, I tried to
ask what was happening. Last I had remembered, a strong force pushed me down.
Then, everything went black. My mouth refusing to obey me, I tried to move any
part of my body, but my fingers wouldn’t even twitch. As I began to panic, I abruptly felt a strong grip along my body,
a floating sensation washing over me, it was as if I were being held by strong
arms. The
more I tried to focus on the voices, the more tired I became. I could
understand it was two male voices, one had a lazy tone, whereas the other was
deeper, his tone more mature, holding a hint of arrogance. I tried to match the
voices with faces, but no one came to mind. I strained my ears to listen more
closely to their words. “What
do you think happened?” the warm voice spoke with worry, in response I felt the
grip on me tighten. “She’s
probably clumsy. You know how idiotic mortals are.” The deep voice spoke
irritably. Hearing his words, I wanted
desperately to scream and shout, explain that I was being stalked by some
sociopathic woman, and what’s with the “mortals” thing? It’s not like he’s any
different than me. Oh god, was I found by some weird, Satan worshiping freaks?! Due to my sudden burst of
energy, the wound on my head began to ache once more, my body beginning to grow
numb from the pain. As numbness spread throughout my body, I could feel a sweep
of fatigue wash over me, finding myself falling once more back into the dark
abyss of my mind. ******************* Opening
my eyes slowly, I was once again surrounded by darkness. Cautiously, I stood,
analyzing my surroundings, I could see that the darkness was desolate of any
life. “Hello?” I called out softly, touching my wound, but to
my surprise, the wound was completely healed. Walking
carefully, I began search the darkness, using my hands as my guide. Suddenly,
my hand touched a cold smooth surface, it appeared to be a wall. Am I trapped in a room? Frantically I
began sliding my hands down the wall, reaching corner to corner, only to find
that it was indeed a small room. A bubbling fear began to surface, I must find
a way out of this room, but how?! Due to my search I already knew there were no
doors nor windows. So, how was I supposed to escape?! Startling me from my
racing thoughts, a deep masculine laugh emerged from the shadows, turning
towards the voice, I could see nothing, but as my eyes began to adjust, I could
see a tall figure walking slowly towards me. Though I could see the strangers
tall silhouette, I couldn’t make out my features aside from cold frightening
grey eyes. “Wh-Who
are you?!” I exclaimed, my heart was pounding loudly in my chest, it’s rapid
pace echoing in my ears. With
this he merely chuckled, giving off a menacing aura. Taking a step back, I
attempted to distance myself from him, but instead I felt my back press against
the sturdy walls behind me. Beginning to
panic, I tried to quickly think of a way to escape, but with this darkness,
even if I tried to run, I’ve already searched for an exit and found none, where
would I run to?! “Nora.
That’s no way to treat a friend, Hm?” the deep voice held a hint of
seductiveness, I felt the hair on the back of my neck rise. “Friend?”
I ask warily. I don’t understand, why is this happening to me?! I must be going
crazy, yes that’s it! That explains everything! Quietly I began to chuckle
between shallow breath. “Ah, I see…” he spoke slowly,
as if choosing his words carefully. “You must not know what’s
happening to you yet, how unfortunate it must be, to merely be part of the
flock. Blindly following orders, not once questioning who’s giving them. Pity
really.” Speaking slowly, I could hear every word he spoke drip with disdain,
heightening my fear. Stepping closer to me, I could
feel the heat from his body, his face just mere inches away from mine. I tried
to put even a smallest amount of distance between us, but found that I was
already backed into a corner. Suddenly, I felt strong, yet slender fingers grip
my chin, jerking my face up so that I was just a breath away from those cold
grey eyes. “Such a naive, innocent,
little thing. It’ a shame that innocence must be shattered, but I suppose
innocence is a fleeting trait.” Being this close to him, I
could feel his breath against my lips. What
does he want from me?! Practically
screaming this to myself I desperately grabbed onto the hand that held my chin. “Please…let me go.” I
desperately pleaded, my voice cracking between my words. “Ah yes, you are most definitely Asmodeus’s
daughter” as he said this I felt the grip of his hand tighten on my chin, those
eyes pierced me like daggers. “Asmodeus? No, I’m not-” I started to deny
his assumption but with my denial he placed one finger against my lips to shush
me. “I forgot… in this world, he is known as “Gabriel.”
Am I correct?” I still couldn’t see his features, but I could almost hear the
smile in his voice. “How do you know my father?!” raising my
voice, I tried to put as much anger as I could muster behind my words. But with
this he merely laughed, his boisterous voice filling the darkness, enveloping
around me. With one last squeeze of my chin, he roughly released his hold on
me. “Let’s not worry about the details of your
precious “daddy”. I’m more focused on you.” He spoke sternly, more serious than
before. I could hear his light footsteps echoing off the dark walls, from where
he held my face I could still feel a scorching heat. Almost as if his prints
were being burnt into my skin. Trying
to steady my breathing once more, I inhaled deeply, gripping the walls in
attempts keep my shaking knees form collapsing. “You
see Nora. You’re…special. Well. Maybe not you, but your blood is. Did you know,
you have the most delicious scent.” Once again, I felt those slender fingers
against my skin, but this time on the nape of my neck. But, unlike before, his
touch was almost gentle, his index finger tracing the curve of my neck. Inhaling
sharply at his touch, my body felt a stir, an aching feeling that I had not
before felt. Against my minds detest for this man, I felt a prickle of pleasure
from his touch. As if to torment me further, he slowly picked up a strand of my
hair and inhaled deeply. I felt my body begin to tremble from his touch,
whether that be due to fear, or something else, I wasn’t entirely certain. Exhaling with a satisfied
sigh, he let the strand of hair drop onto my chest, a small chuckle producing
from his lips. “I’m sure you’re confused. So,
I suggest, you listen closely.” Seemingly getting back to business, the strange
man once again began to retreat from me. All the while, his melodic voice echoed
of the barren walls. “You are being kept in a
demon’s mansion. His name is Abraxus he’s just a petty little incubus, nothing
to worry yourself over. Along with him, is a mangy wolf demon, Pazuzu. They
have answers to your questions.” He spoke to me with a low chuckle, flashing me
his eyes once more, I could tell he was enjoying this. Furrowing my brows in
confusion, I tried to make sense of what he was telling me. How does he know
all of this, what makes him think, that I would trust his words? What
connection does he have with my father, and what does he want from me? Trying desperately to connect
the pieces together, I became frustrated, none of this made any sense! A surge
of anger coursed through me as I was left with more questions than answers. “Wait! How do you know all
this?! And who are you?!” I demanded, but only the sound that reach my ears,
was the sound of my ragged breathing, his eyes never once leaving mine. Once
again, I could hear his footsteps walking away from me, his voice picked up a lazy
tone, as if he were a little kid who had grown bored of his new toy. “If
you do a good job, maybe I’ll tell you who I am.” With this I continued to
watch his silhouette walk towards one of the walls, a red light glowed from his
hand. Placing his glowed hand onto the wall, the red light spread into a high
rectangular shape, causing the reddish glow to spread along the darkened walls.
After a moments time, a door appeared, a burst of light shining from the
opposite side. Quickly shielding my eyes from its brightness, I raised an arm
over my face, but not before catching a glimpse of rich auburn hair. With a
wave of his hand, he descended through the door. Without
missing a beat, I quickly ran towards the door before it closed, but just as my
hand was about to touch the handle, the door was gone and in its place stood
nothing but a wall. With a sigh of defeat, I sat down on the cold floor,
thinking over everything that just occurred. A sharp pain erupted in my head
once more, confused I quickly grasped my head in my hands. The stench of blood
filling my nostrils my hand growing warm from blood, the stench and pain were
more than I could bare, squeezing my eyes tightly shut I gave into the pain and
felt my body become limp. **************************** (Point of View of Nora) “Should we try to wake her up?” hearing a familiar voice,
I slowly began to regain conscious, inhaling deeply, I could smell the scent of
pine, and hear the crackling snaps of a fire. “She sure has been moving an awful lot for an
injured woman.” The voice that chimed in was deeper, I could only assume it was
the other man from earlier. Swallowing
a lump in my throat, I tried to speak but only a groan escaped my lips, when I
tried to move, the most I could do was move some of my fingers. My body was
still tired. “So, this hasn’t all been a
nightmare…” I thought sadly to myself.
With much effort, I slowly began to open my eyes, everything was
distorted and blurry. I couldn’t make sense of where I was, my vision slowly
becoming clearer I could see a bright light above me. “Abraxus,
she’s awake.” With the warmer voice mentioning my awakening, I could hear rapid
footsteps approaching me. In place of the light I saw a young man with chiseled
features. Assuming that this be the man called Abraxus, he had platinum blonde
hair that reached his shoulders and grey eyes that were hidden behind a pair of
black rimmed glasses. “Well,
Pazuzu, it would appear she has.” The man responded with a bored tone. I tried
to sit up, but I was unable to, suddenly a strong grip was around my waist,
startled I tried to fight off whoever had touched me. But I could still barely
move more than my fingers. “Sorry
about this but the sooner you sit up, the sooner we can get on with this.”
Looking over I saw it was the younger looking man, Pazuzu, he had shaggy brown
hair and deep brown eyes. “Um,
could you please release me …?” I asked softly, my voice gruff due to how dry
my mouth was, giving me a small smile, he slowly released me. Observing him
more closely, I could see he was around my age. After propping me up and giving
me a cup of water, Abraxus simply walked off and began searching through what
seemed to be a very ancient book. While Pazuzu, stared at me with childlike
curiosity. Feeling
uncomfortable for being looked at so intensely, I began to look at my
surroundings, I could see that everything was lavishly decorated. The walls
were a deep mahogany color with huge bay windows that were donned with deep red
curtains, the floors were marbled and shined to perfection. Above me was a
glass chandelier. Everything screamed, class. Wait. So, if this really IS a mansion that means…that man…maybe he…touching
my chin from where his fingers once laid, I could still feel the burn of his
touch. A light shiver ran down my spine. That
means, he was no dream. Then they are… A huge clap broke me from my
thoughts, looking up I saw it was Pazuzu who was responsible for the
interruption. He quickly walked over to me, leaning over, he peered deeply into
my eyes. Uneasy, I placed a little more distance between us. Sure, they rescued
me from…. well I’m not entirely sure. But that doesn’t mean I should trust them. “Well, might as well get this
over with I suppose.” He said with a loud sigh. As if queued, Abraxus quietly
shut his book and walked toward us, a humorous glint in his eyes as if what was
about to unfold would be of some entertainment to him. “Um, thank you for rescuing
me. But I’m afraid I don’t know what it is you’re talking about…actually I
should be getting home my father is probably worried.” I spoke hurriedly
setting the now empty cup onto the small table next to us. Suddenly,
Abraxus roughly grasped my wrist, a fierce look in his eyes. On instinct, I
tried to loosen his hold on my wrist but found he was a lot stronger than he
looked. “Not,
So, fast.” He spoke with a smile, but I could tell from the sharp look in his
eyes, that he had no intention of letting me leave just yet. Frightened I froze
in place. Fear seemed to be the only emotion I could feel today. “What
do you want?!” I practically screamed these words, which seemed to surprise
him. Although despite myself, my screaming caused my wound to pulse once more,
a the throbbing sensation causing me to flinch. Why do all this strange people suddenly need something from me?! At
my breaking point, I felt tears begin to well up in my eyes “Awe,
come now Abraxus don’t make her cry.” Pazuzu quickly released his hand from my
wrist, Abraxus, clearly displeased, scoffed and sat down on the couch directly
across from me, eyeing me with a burning hatred. “Listen,”
Pazuzu looked at me with yearning eyes, as if begging me to stay and listen. “This
may come as a shock, but. You’re a cambion. You carry a special blood in you
that has a very strong power. Abraxus and I…” he paused momentarily to look
over at Abraxus who still carried an angry scowl. I
had heard about cambions in one of my ventures in Christian mythology, but
there has not been any proof of their existence. If I remember correctly,
cambions were breeds of half mortal, half demon. Though to my knowledge, even
if they did exist, if one were to be
found, they were to be executed. Furrowing my brows, I returned my attention
back to Pazuzu, who was apparently still in the middle of his explanation. “We
are also demons. And truth be told, we are here because-” before he could
finish. Abraxus abruptly stood and was next to me in an instant cupping my face
to his. “Which
means.” He spoke icily not once breaking eye contact. “We’re
after that sweet blood of yours, well more importantly, we’re after what that
blood of yours can provide.” He said the last part with a chuckle breaking his
hold on my chin. Breaking myself from his grip I finally understood what they
were trying to tell me. “My…
my blood?! A demon? You’re joking, right?” I exclaimed loudly, confused and
angry I quickly stood up, stepping close to Abraxus. What is it with these
people and my blood? “Who
do you think you are?!” I yelled. “You
can’t just tell me who I am or what I am.
I know what I am, human and nothing you say will change that.” Furious,
I began walking towards the huge double doors just ahead of me, with this
Abraxus produced a small chuckle grabbing my wrist once more, jerking me
roughly so that we were facing each other. “Oh,
you sweet naive girl. How shall I convince you?” He spoke softly with just a
hint of irritability in his words, his grip on my wrist becoming tighter, he
pulled me roughly towards his chest. Pressed this close to him I could tell he
was solid, despite his tall lean frame, it was apparent he wasn’t just skin and
bones. Sensing his anger, I felt a rising fear bubbling to the surface. “Maybe I could try and awaken
your power further, maybe then you’ll understand.” With
his other hand, he gently placed a slender finger against my face, sliding it
from my cheek to my chin, his eyes never once leaving mine. A feeling of
disgust swept over me, with a loud slap that echoed throughout the hall, I
swatted his hand away from me, fresh tears once again brimming. “Don’t touch me.” I growled through gritted
teeth. Pazuzu sensing the tense
atmosphere, suddenly appeared next to me, gently touching my shoulder, turning
me towards him. “We
can’t make you believe us. But if you really want to know who you are, read
this.” He said this with a stern expression and held up a thick envelope. On
the envelope read “Nora Parker. Subject: Cambion. Classified.” with unsteady
hands, I quietly took the envelope. Staring at the bold letters sprawled neatly
in ink, slowly I looked from one man to the other. “If
what you read in here doesn’t convince you, why don’t you ask your father. Hm?”
with this both men quietly left the room, the door shutting with a soft echo,
though I had yearned for a moment of peace, there was a loneliness in these
cold walls that left me wanting their company once more. Heaving a heavy sigh,
I stared blankly at the envelope in hand, uncertain of what I was to find that
I haven’t already been told. Thinking over all that has happened, did I really
have a reason to deny the truth of their words? Feeling the prick of tears, I
finally allowed myself to weep, though there was no one here to comfort me,
just these barren walls, and an envelope of secrets. © 2018 Velia J. MatthewsAuthor's Note
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