a knIFe In LIfE

a knIFe In LIfE

A Poem by Not here

a knIFe In LIfE

Ever woken up in the middle of the night?
Cold bites, lungs tight, nothing's ever really right.
You wait for the sun to shine in the morn and be bright,
but to survive to that point you'll have to put up a fight.
The fear is such a sight. In your eyes, blinding white.
Put pen to paper, try to write. Still it's killing you with fright.
You promise that you'll be alright, but I know you're just polite.
You invite death with your last breath, and hope that it will come tonight.
It's dark. Take a light.

i'M SorRy
We are the people of dreams, where everything tears at the seams.
We are the people of things, where everyday we kill the kings.
We are the people of tunes, 'cause they blow us up like we're balloons.
We are the people of confusion, 'cause people wish that we were an illusion.
We are the people you can't understand. We are the people that need to be banned.

We've defeated your will. Under our spell, under our thrill.
Burns like you're in a toxic spill, but you'll be fine if you tread with skill.
Tread with care, if you dare. Be on the grill, if you will,
'cause we're all hungry, and a bit insane. We've waited to eat. We're a bit profane.

i'M SorRy

We swill the thrill from the kill. Be still.
With a quill we will fulfill freewill.
Decipher those ciphers, if you're the pied piper.
Cause codes are the roads that I use. They flowed
with indecent frequency throughout my delinquency.
Back to the start where I carved in my heart
the first part of an art that I'll finish with darts.
Throwing darts at the wall, but they always will fall
far short of their mark. I hope still for a spark
to revive all the rhymes that I made in my prime,
but that time is long past. And I'm still aging fast.
This day may be my last. So take a knife.

i'M SorRy
We are the people of dreams, where everything tears at the seams.
We are the people of things, where everyday we kill the kings.
We are the people of tunes, 'cause they blow us up like we're balloons.
We are the people of confusion, 'cause people wish that we were an illusion.
We are the people you can't understand. We are the people that need to be banned.

A dead man's brain makes a live man insane.
A dead man's got no game because he's got no name.
And a hurt man's cry makes a full man die
'cause a weak man's prayer burns an evil man's lair.
And the dead man's ashamed 'cause the dead man's always blamed
and the dead man's always flamed, but his baggage goes unclaimed.
He's a killer never tamed, and a body never maimed.

Nothing I can say makes sense to you because it's so sporadic and it's denser, too.
'Cause I'm denser than you and you're more free than me, 
but not all of the time because people still flee.
i'm SorRy
Who is Dead Man, you ask? Well I just can't tell. 
Because Dead Man is me; I'm the dead man that fell.
But you see the body and you immediately flee, 'cause you don't know me. 
No, you don't know me.
And you don't know what this poem means. You don't how this poem holds my screens.
Shows a captive soul locked up and bound and tortured with spikes that go round and round.
'Cause this poem is freeing, but with myself I'm disagreeing.

Now I'm almost out of battery so this is the end of my crazy s**t.
Not sure where I started or where I'm at, but I've got no time for it.
i'm SorRy
Read requests go unread, dying men go undead, and I know that I'm alone.
Call my number, smash the phone, 'cause this is my crazy tone.
i'm SorRy

I am the man of dreams, where everything tears at the seams.
I am the man of things, where everyday we kill the kings.
We are the people of tunes, 'cause they blow us up like we're balloons.
We are the people of confusion, 'cause people wish that we were an illusion.
I am the person you don't, can't, and won't understand. 
We are the people that need to be banned.

© 2015 Not here


Author's Note

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I LOVE this! So creative and an amazing read! Really well done!

Posted 8 Years Ago


Not here

8 Years Ago

thank you so much :)
emotional ,scary and sad !!!! love reading it !!!! you are really talented ... keep it up !!!

Posted 8 Years Ago


Not here

8 Years Ago

thank you very much zunie :) i like ur name by the way
zunie frost

8 Years Ago

it's my pleasure !!!! and thank you
anyone else noticed? if you take the capitalized letters from the title, and put them together, you'll get "if i lie" xD was that intentional? great piece here my friend.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Not here

8 Years Ago

no that actually wasnt lol. thats pretty cool. i didnt mean for that. thanks for the review danny :).. read more
Dani The Unreviewed

8 Years Ago

your welcome :-)
Scary and sad. But always well written...

Posted 9 Years Ago


Not here

9 Years Ago

thank you thank you :) i appreciate your review
DAMN This was brilliant Dante! Liked every bit of it. The darkness and conflict!
Nicely put hey

Take care

Aphy

Posted 9 Years Ago


Not here

9 Years Ago

thank you :) i appreciate your review
Aphy!

9 Years Ago

my pleasure
Well I will be darned. Anyway, I really liked it and I hope you will keep on writing! I saw that you also go by Dante the Cheese Man. I am also known as the Cheshire Cheese Cat. Haha, I like your stories!
~~The Cheshire Cheese Cat. ☺

Posted 9 Years Ago


Not here

9 Years Ago

that blew my mind
Astrid Blake

9 Years Ago

Sorry. Natural habit. I'm not Chinese, but I have to take a class. Sorry!
Not here

9 Years Ago

lol no no it was good. thats pretty awesome. is it hard?
Brilliantly Crafted Dante.........I think Humanity have lost its value from the world.
Thanks for sharing such a great piece.
I wish i could say much more about it but really I can't grab the words right now....

Posted 9 Years Ago


Not here

9 Years Ago

its okay rajat :) thank you for your review very much
Óh my gosh this is so awesome and as much as I love all your other poems this is definitely the best one and my favorite, so this one goes to my library. And I don't think it is hard for you to explain emotions because the structure and the diversity in vocabulary are incredible. The big letters and change in size format make it seem like there are words of this poem that you want to shout out loud. This is a great piece of poetry, it is dark, but that same darkness gives it power. Great job!

Posted 9 Years Ago


Not here

9 Years Ago

thank you alondra. sometimes its scary putting yourself out there, so im glad you liked it. :)
Emotions are hard to explain.

Posted 9 Years Ago



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