Learning to Count (1,2,3)

Learning to Count (1,2,3)

A Poem by Not here
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I hope nobody is like this, but I think we could all relate in some ways.

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I learned to count in an odd way,
but I practiced constantly through the day.
It wasn't long before I became
a master of counting everyday. 

One was for the one father who left us alone,
Two was for the two siblings who shared my home,
Three was for the three cats that always roamed,
Four was for the four bars my mom left us for.

Five was for the families who turned us away,
Six was for the six days of the week that we prayed,
Seven was the seventh day when we went to church,
Eight were the eight prayers that didn't relieve hurt.

Nine was the nine bottles that sat on the wall,
Ten was all the times that I had to buy more.
Eleven (11) was the two ones, my siblings, who died,
Twelve is all the years that I constantly cried.

Thirteen are the men who left me astray,
Fourteen is the times that I have been played,
Fifteen are the hours of the day that I wait,
Sixteen is the year I thought I'd get my break. 

Seventeen is the year that I grew up a lot,
Eighteen are the months that i spent behind bars.
Nineteen is the months I have left to my life,
Twenty are the reasons I won't live to be a wife.

Life is unfair, cruel, and abusive,
but I've lived and found my own use for it.
So whatever happens in the months throughout
I'll always remember how I learned to count.

© 2015 Not here


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Amazing! This poem was written in such a unique and thought-provoking way! I love how well the words flow and still deliever meaning!

Posted 9 Years Ago


This was such an amazing poem!!! You almost made me cry. You where so clever through out the entire poem and kept an awesome flow i hope to read a lot more of your poems in the future.

Posted 9 Years Ago


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9 Years Ago

I got plenty more up if you want to look at them, and thank you for your review, I really apprecate .. read more
DavidKummer7: I loved every single fragile heartfelt word - you are a wonderful writer that just brought tears to my eyes; it is so sad that this is life for so many; Thank you for reminding me. The way you approached this is so very clever and the ending is Slamming>>>>You Are Talented!!! Thank you so very much. Great flow. You slayed it. Dale

Posted 9 Years Ago


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9 Years Ago

thank you alot dale. and im just glad to do my part in bringing attention to the less fortunate who .. read more
Confuser

9 Years Ago

You are right and I thank you! Dale
numbers and words all nicely entwined. an enjoyable story. thanks for sharing

Posted 9 Years Ago


there's a lot of depth here

good use of numbers to create a literary concept

-Dream

Posted 9 Years Ago


Very creative! I really enjoyed this piece, thanks for sharing and b-blessed!

Posted 9 Years Ago


Powerful use of numbers and thoughts. Allowed the reader to understand the strength of the numbers.
"Life is unfair, cruel, and abusive,
but I've lived and found my own use for it."
Many ways to add up a life. I liked this one. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

Posted 9 Years Ago


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9 Years Ago

hey well if you like this one you might want to check out a few of my others. this tends to be a top.. read more
Coyote Poetry

9 Years Ago

Writing is release. Allow us to dispersed to paper. Good to write down disappointment. Later in life.. read more
Not here

9 Years Ago

or our robot uncles, depending on our family history. just kidding, and yes i totally agree with you
You wrote this in a really creative way that worked really well, made the story behind it much more intense and meaningful. Really good and relatable

Posted 9 Years Ago


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9 Years Ago

Thank you amanda :)
I freakin love this!!! It's so freakin sad, but I freakin love it!!! I seriously almost cried..
There's just so much emotion and passion and sorrow and regret and hopelessness...
You really did a remarkable job on this one, David!! :)

Posted 9 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

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9 Years Ago

Thanks cool girls :)
Cool Girl

9 Years Ago

You're welcome:)
Just so you know, this is not about me. It is about everyone who can relate in any way and who has suffered injustices.


Posted 9 Years Ago



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Added on March 4, 2015
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