Evolution

-Bless the largeness in me especially when I fear it- is from a book written by Sue Monk Kidd (I don't have the exact quote in front of me). Love her writing.

All I feel, all I see are zigzags
crossing and colliding,
crashing and burning.
The awkward in-between
where one energy ends
and another is just starting to begin.
A place where new skin can’t fit into existing roles.
The Newness is too strong.
It’s Largeness too great for these containers
that attempt to keep it from expanding.
The wheel is in motion.
I can feel it trying to pick up speed.
Structures collapse and destruction comes.
I mourn the things that fall
and try to balance my feet
on the rocky ground beneath me.
But I must plow ahead in my Largeness,
especially when I fear it.