Red & White Wine

This is a psychological poop with no hype so when you're done reading just use this too wipe your a*s and flush our s****y past.

A bloodshed tear is not worth a war fighting for within dead hearts living through the dread by world's torn apart. Hate is the fear of love too give an exchange for a life change to bear with both hands open without no one too spare life is hopeless without care to give without meaning what is our moment to live.

Words heal the everyday stress through a thoughtful memory I become blessed through what once was because life is for the making of new journeys as yesterday will never be mistaken. Today is bleek and unique but each day fades but for tomorrow I'll ever seek for the peek of life's Everglades When fate is a breath of fresh air the past and future I could never compare as I reminisce of when life was for the making as it was molded into Creation it was cursed as forsaken. 

When life failed me I felt like s**t because I can't succeed in a relationship ever slipping far from my grip life slowly slips further through dreams and newly washed hands delusional need I make new plans. As life was once hopeless at times now I feel hopeful through the worst but life seems nothing less than cursed don't worry this ain't some s**t like there's something about Mary but more another poetic hit. 

What the f**k is the Demon inside willing to do not to diss you it's true I do miss you and life goes on and on for who Cupid with Bow and arrow is plotting on it don't matter now as I'm no longer around as I'm bound to grow stronger. On the streets when hustling in the lifestyle it was f**k you with middle finger up with a smile as you were my muse but once in prison of you I was missing but I became your muse it's the truth and not to be confused as we're just a mere tragedy without a tear year after year we became both amused as only one was in limbo so how low did you go because on the streets I seemed to go lower.

 

Clever hearts never seem to mend but love tends to end within respect I reflect on each retrospect to select and begin. All you ever needed was a good man to stand by you boo and not a thug putting in work in the hood it's true it wasn't fair I was never there for you I won't judge because it was always a new judgment by my own fault I expected you to stay alone within a family home see how karma sings her tone now it's me who's all alone.

Love should never become a burden of that I'm certain all our pain I'll take the blame for the person I became I grew into the lifestyle and I often felt the denial yet people unequal said go take care of what's at home through fate it's way to late. When time heals my damaged heart I'll manage to live and love again.  Being young with a big head and a little heart life slowly falls apart as I'm both the master and Creator of the life I chose.

We both have morals to our story and no amount of stories full of sorrys can rewrite all our wrongs because now I'm just a poor poet singing full hearted love songs. When life brings you happiness through the darkest days I never gave you none before but you do deserve praise through our mixed up maze. Your happiness brings my eternal solitude even though our heartless feuds nothing will depart this.

We both bear a common bond beyond self feelings for eachother as there's no words that could be better colored deep within hearts broken through it all I still call you a true friend until the end and through this I hope you comprehend.