Power of Will

 

I have no will power when it comes to you

Like a drug you’ve crept into my being

And there you hide, just a small breath

Reminding me that you are there and I belong to you

 

Like a demon you have possessed me

Although it is crazy to say

And now it is bringing me closer

To glory or shame

 

My life has been waiting for you

Like a weak junkie I am lured to you

Blinded by the visions so clear so right

Reality fades into nothing

 

I close my eyes and trust

Your intentions are hidden

They may be a bed of roses

Or a dagger to sever the ties forever

 

You’ve seeped into me

I can’t wash you out

I have tried almost everything

But I just can’t be free from you

 

A rehab couldn’t help me

Until I know for sure

What it is like to be held by you

And embraced or turned away

 

It would be easy if you were just a dream

You would have faded with time

But now I believe so much more

And it may be just that to break me

 

Like a drug, I need more of you

You go down so smooth

And euphoria sets in

Reality becomes something I don’t want

 

And when I don’t have you

Even just a little bit of your whisper

I am empty inside, craving you more

A darkness creeping in and pulling me down

 

But I know I can walk away

Once I see you should I need

Then you would just be something in the past

And then I would be free

 

The obsession with you would stop

I know it will pain me to leave

But if it isn’t to be

The track marks of my fantasy will remain

 

They will remind me that I can dream

That I can feel

That I can be

Even if it wasn’t with you.

Reviews

[Geraldine]

This is very well written. :D

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

Beautiful . I could feel your pain ... you write beautifully
Yossi