resent

a random thought

It is about weakness, addiction; loss... the way life hits you in the gut right when you think you're back on your feet. We hate most in other people, what we fear we ourselves contain within. Good and evil are only words that have no meaning so how are we to determine if we in fact are good or evil if people are good or evil by their actions if we cannot tell the difference between good or evil? Only are actions can tell but how are we to grasp that knowledge deep down inside that is our moral compos when people have the captivity of good and evil in them. So forth we fear what our actions can set in motion, no we don’t fear evil but we fear what is inside every person that lives on this planet: fear, it is the reason why so many fear gay’s or lesbians because they are taught hate and not love towards that kind of sexuality or life style. Fear is something that is really transparent when put in insecureness or unstable and harmful relationships that end in one getting their heart broken because the other knows only discreetness not love or passion. Life is always changing after that and no longer can you love but you learn hate, you rip people down because they have what you want and you spend your life wishing all could just fade away. Anger and resentment are born here, in that dark place inside you until your head spins and your belly leaps up like a raging monster wanting to eat you whole leaving only hope inside but releasing sorrow and pain.