My Unsaid Love

In this story, A girl Her life...Her Mom...Her best friend but the story doesn’t end here. Here is some guy. He’ll explain her definition of love. BUT how ….so …Just ..READ AND FIND OUT !! *wink*..

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JANNY

JANNY.. I thought I was dreaming and the prince of my dreams is calling me.

“Janny lehana” Suddenly the sound was very sharp and rude.

“Oh my  mom you scared me” I stretching my arms and yawn.

I heard mom mumbled quietly.  “She’s totally like his father...so careless"

And suddenly she yelled “Wakeup Now"

In your whole life what’s scaring you most ...yeah YOUR MOM'S SUDDEN EXPRESSIONS (universal truth)!!

she shouted on me more loudly "I am trying to awaken you from  last 10 minutes and look at the watch. What time is it? You are late for the college”.

“chill mom chill"

WHATTTTTT....I.A.M.L.A.T.E .....why didn’t you wake me up” I wore my sleeper and ran towards the bathroom.

“No use anymore, now you are late today. Stay at home and enjoy yourself” She smiled sheepishly and then i heard my mother footsteps and she locked the door of my room.

 “Damn freaking morning news janny dear!! you are LATE and today was the class of Professor P.Francis. Tomorrow definitely he’ll hang you till you die and then he will put your picture on the wall in the classroom.” I said to myself.

I opened the door and looked around and then I quietly sitting on the bed. Suddenly, the door opened again and I was jumped on my bed.

My mother stepped inside.

“janny, I’m going to the office your morning breakfast and lunch kept in the fridge. Eat food on time and yes don’t watch TV for so long. Understand!!”  She said without stoppage.

 Well!! When I was seven my father passed away, since then my mom is everything to me. Her small and brown twinkling eyes always inspired me to move forward and I bet my mom would do anything for my happiness.

I shook my head “uhh!! Don’t worry mom, now I am grown up so you go at your work without any tension"

Like an obedient child.

Mom smiled “Ok now I’m getting late. Lock the main door from the inside”

 I was walking behind my mom but too many fun ideas that were circulating in my so called brain.

As of my mom warning I locked the door from inside.

“Yeppie now I’m alone in my house” I was pleasantly screamed and quickly jump on the couch. I quickly started the TV and enthusiastically began to change TV channels.

it's gonna to be a very bad day .. the first was late for college and Second nothing good coming in tv. arghh!!  Don’t know what’s going to happen next to sucks.

 "Let see what’s going on in FB" I said sadly

I put my laptop on top of my stomach and began to run my fingers on the keypad.

I saw a status which says “When you laugh, ill laugh When you cry,ill cry When you sing,ill sing.Were in it together and together we’ll know cause no one knows what our love is like so, every time we do these things Every time we’re apart we get closer in the heart..”

 I felt like hell. Nowadays who love that much. I was having the desire to know more about it so I quickly started reading all the comments.

There were many comments but there was one person who was repeatedly saying “Love is life and it’s very important to everyone’s life if you miss love you miss everything” and more but yeah in my language it’s all BLA BLA BLA .

The only question in my mind was wandering how this person can say so correctly? Where is true love nowadays?  Just in Movies and  in stories.

I know, it will be a little strange to me, but even then I go and wrote hello in that person's profile. His answers came in Just 5 seconds. 

Blind world: Hey janny

I didn’t want to waste time in this stupid kind of chat so I just asked him directly like a nerd

Janny : how can you say so well that if you miss love you miss everything.

Blind world:  Woah woah!! Chill out little gal I was just writing my thoughts that’s it.

 Janny: So how were you so sure Mr. Calm.

I also gave him a pet name because I’m really won’t like it if someone calls me little girl.

Blind world: Ok that’s my fault little girl ..umm I think you also in BROKEN HEART bunch.

Janny: No I’m not.

Blind world: What..!!

Janny: I hate Love. True love my foot. I didn’t love anyone till today. I am not broken hearted kind girl but yeah I don’t want to waste my precious time on those waste things.

Blind world: oh really!! Did I hear rite. You hate true love.

Janny: You heard right Mr. Calm...i don’t love stories.

Blind world: such a creep answer...You decide first what’s your main problem. Attitude or Love.

F**k his question has touched my heart and mind too. What’s my main problem...? LOVE was my main problem ‘coz that type of f**king love feeling always hurts you. I have seen many people crying in love. Moreover, I have seen myself too crying in love and I got lost in my old f**king memories.

Blind world: Knock knock little gal where are you :)

I looked at my watch. It was 12pm. suddenly my mobile phone rang hey hey you you..I want to be your girlfriend...leena calling (awww..nokia sounds interrupts avril voice).

“Hey idiot” leena said “where are you I am waiting for you from last 20 minute at college lawn”

HER SUDDEN LOUD VOICE and I was not prepared for this actually. My mob was about to fall from my hands but I grabbed it successfully.

“Hello, hello you there idiot” she screamed.

 “leena don’t overreact” my voice was calm now

 “actually today I woke up too late, that's why I couldn’t come to college” i said but I was damn sure now she gonna to explode, because she doesn’t like to wait for someone. After all she grabbed a crown of Miss Perfect in our college.  She is perfect in everything, perfect outfits, perfect skin, perfect hair, perfectly scored in exams...Perfect...Perfect…Perfect...but when she comes in anger young character. She seems like imperfect weird nuts but anyway she is my one and only one bestie and only I can understand her.

“Umm ..ok now this time I leave you but not for the next  time ” she said coldly.

“Whattt.. You forgave me...Oh holi s**t!! You forgave me...is this you leena?” I chuckled.

“Oh stop your nonsense drama janes” she said “now I’m getting late for class...see ya” she hung up.

“Thank god you saved me” I mumbled.

I opened the laptop again. Three messages were showing in my Facebook. I opened it.

Blind world:??

Blind world: it was nice talking to you... Have fun with your problems hurty girl

Blind world: take care!! :)

Blind world is offline. message you send will be delivered when blind world online.

“Arghh.. hurty girl …another nickname..Now what does this mean?”.I muttered.

Do I message him again, who the heck he was? flirty chatter or true guy. I could hear these questions which moving in my head.

I messaged him, so what if he is offline. after all he was touched my delicate topic “WHAT’S MY PROBLEM. Huhh.

Janny: and have fun with your “GIVING NICK NAME KIND OF HABBIT” Mr. Calm.

~~never ever give up in life~~ I learned it since my childhood. My smile grew wider when I wrote Mr. Calm. I felt happy after winning this little battle. Yeah I gave him a perfect nickname. “Oh you have a very creative mind Janny” I said to myself. I know I’m behaving like a child but it felt good to me and now I felt so relaxed.

 

Drrr  drrrr my phone was on vibrate mode

~~You have a one Facebook message~~

I opened my laptop hurriedly i am damn sure that he was the owner of this message.

Blind world- I’m here hurty girl

I feel like I’ve lost my mind.

Janny- Don’t you ever dare to call me hurty girl.

Blind world " oh I’m scared ;)

Janny " are you crazy?

Blind world " do you think so? hurty girl J

Janny " surely yes J

Blind world " you could say that.

Janny :- what...

Blind world: - yesss.. You could say I'm crazy... I’ll forgive you.

Janny :- why r u showing so much sympathy on me….

Blind world :- b’coz you like me and I like you ;)

Janny :- What the heck..no chance here dude...so don’t waste your time trying to impress me.

I am told him honestly and waited for him to answer.

Blind world: - No you are wrong my “HURTY GIRL” here is the chance J 

 

I was a little surprised and decided to not say anything and I was offline.

**Janny is offline. Message you send will be delivered when Janny online**

“He is such an idiot” I screamed loudly. I closed my eyes and taking breath slowly. I wanted to calm myself. I was little nervous. Why he is talking like this. What does his mean that HERE IS THE CHANCE. Now I am damn sure that he is perfect pure F-L-I-R-T-E-R.  don’t understand why I’m wasting my precious time by talking to him. Really boys are unbelievable.

Ohh...but in my little battle I even forgot that i don’t even know his name how dumbass I am.

I eagerly open his profile because I wanted to know who he is, where he lives and what he does.

**Blind world about me " simple kind of guy who liked music music & music!!! Infamous artistic man... that’s all ****

He also added some art effect pics in his profile. It was very beautiful, very different… Mountains, moon, dark night, dim lights and peoples everything is showed in his all art very well. After seeing all the pictures it seemed to me like I've become a fan of him. He is not an ordinary next door kind of boy. He is different. His way of thinking is different.  If I’ll erase my all chat memory from my mind then he would be a very different person. There is something about this boy. Now I wanted to know more about him. I clicked on the album to see the profile picture. But no use, he put a mask man pic as a profile pic.

Now I hoped that he could talk to me again. He’s not that bad as I thought. He is mature kind of guy but he was still a flirter in my heart.

Suddenly I felt something rolling in my stomach. I felt hungry. I cast a glanced at the clock. It was exactly 3.30pm.

Ting tong.

“Who came now” I mumbled and open the door.

“Hey janny”loveena shouted and hug me tightly.

“”Ohh leave me loveena”” I screamed.

“Oh my baby.. did it hurt” she asks with a cute pouty face.

“Stop it loveena” I shouted.

“Ohk tell me what’s wrong with you” she quickly sat on the couch.

“Nothing” I replied and sat down on the couch

She stood and stared at me “don’t you lie to me sweetheart. I know there is something wrong with you”

“No I’m absolutely fine and please don’t act like my mommy” I was frustrated at this point.

I wanted to tell her everything..everything what I done today with mysterious boy but I don’t know why today I was hiding all things from her. She was my first friend and knew me better than I know myself.

You are my sunshine you are my sunshine….suddenly loveena mobile rang.

“Hello yeah ankush , whats up .ok ..ok .ook ..I’m coming” and she hung up the phone.

Her boyfriend name is ankush. They are in “MADE FOR EACH OTHER” relationship for the past five years. She loves him a lot.

“What” I smiled

“”I want to go now””she said in a sing song manner.

“Thank god you saving me today” I mumbled

“What..what you said”

“me..nothing” I replied and tried not to smile.

“”you think you’re saved but my darling janny ..you are not ” she smiled devishley

“So catch you on Monday…bbyee” she hugged me hurriedly.

I shook my head. “okiee” I threw the door closed.

Now I’m back to feeling hungry. Rats were running in my stomach.  I began to grope the fridge stuff. I saw absolutely nothing. I went down to the kitchen to cook something quality food. I scanned through kitchen selves...the smell of chawal and rajma filled my nose..ohh I had forgotten that mommy was making a lunch in the morning for me.

It was delicious. Now my stomach rats almost dead. I leaned back against my dinning chair and putting my arm against the edge.

Drr drrr drr ..drr drr drr

My phone vibrates again. I’d picked the phone up

 **you have two facebook message**

I quickly opened messages

Blind world: - hey

Blind world: - are you angry at me?? Sorry honey pie. Please talk to me L

I bit my lip “aww honey pie cute name””   I quickly wrote back to him.

Janny: - it’s really cute...”HONEY PIE

*blind world online*

Blind world:-it’s cute as you areJ. are you still angry at me??

Janny:- no I’m not

Blind world:- sure??

Janny:- yeah ..i don’t know why..but now I’m not angry with you.

Blind world:- because you also like me hahaha..jst kidding honey pie. Now we’re double.

Janny: - what..

Blind world: - yeah we are double now ;) because YOU and ME are friends now J

Janny:- touché thought..

Blind world:- haha yeah J

I was getting a little nervous now ..because talking to someone for the first time can make anyone nervous. I wanted to know more about him ..i wanted to know his name so I wrote back.

Janny:- what’s your name.

No reply. 

One minute

Two minute ….

Five minute

But I got no response.

I typed lazily...its ok if you don’t want to tell me…and I was going to press the enter button but he typed.

Blind world: - Jeremy Andrews.

Jeremy POV

She asked me my name ..

Wait my name!!Oh no

How could I disclose my real name?

My thoughts cloud had surrounded me from all sides.

Pure soul: - JEREMY ANDREWS. Is it really your real name? No Mr. Fake Jeremy ANDREWS it’s not. She is innocent human so why don’t you tell her your reality. Don’t lie to her. Always remember that Jeremy your name is an indicator of your identity.

Evil soul: - Don’t you dare to tell her anything. Its simple chat nothing else. It’s a small matter for every boy on earth so don’t think so hard. Now close your all creepy thoughts and keep talking to her.

Pure soul: - don’t listen to him Jeremy

Evil soul: - just listen to me JEREMY.

Finally my Evil soul won.

He is right. It’s a small matter and by the way I heard that everybody hide their identity in face book so I did the same and somewhere I like to talk to her. She is pretty fine sweet crazy girl and moreover I never felt that I am first time talking to her.

FINALLY!!!!!

I choose not to disclose my real name..NEVER ..NEVER ..NEVER

Janny POV

“JEREMY ANDREWS nice name but why he took so long time to answer” I thought

Blind world: - hey, where you, missing you ;)

He is missing you janny.

I felt my cheeks turned red.

Oh no I am blushing.. damn !!… First time somebody (correction here) any boy missing me.

 

Wait!!  What you!!  Stupid!!  It’s your first chat duffer...how could anyone miss you..Beware Janny lehana bhaskar..BEWARE!!

Janny: - hehe I am here ;p missing me ahaan :p

Blind world: - yes I miss you.

Janny: - You know …you are a big flirter in the whole world.

Blind world: - yeah I know that I’m a too sexy boy in the whole world.

Janny: - who told you?

Blind world: - you said to me ;)

Janny: - when I said?

Blind world: - In my dreams honey pie ;-)

I grabbed my head frustratedly.

Janny: - Die..

Blind world: - with you ;)

Janny: - Stalker

Blind world: - Yes Mrs. Stalker ;)

Again wink.  Well now I can say very very honestly that his winking habit screwing my head.

Blind world:- ok tell me what time do you sleep.

Janny:- don’t tell me you are a vampire and you’re going to come at night to bite me. No please forgive me even I haven’t yet eaten subway cheesy hotdog.

Blind world: - haha don’t react like a girl.

Janny: - you’re forgetting...I AM A GIRL also….:/

Blind world: - Cool hehhe I’ve a work now Mrs. Honey Pie. Catch you tonight.

Blind world offline

And then and then ,..my eyes became heavy & blur and my phone fell down from my hands…Zzz Zzz Zzz..

Jannyyyyy..I awake quickly and rubbed my eyes to clear blur sight. My mother was standing in front of me. Sometimes I wonder if my mother should stand up front of the terrorists then I am damn sure that they will be run away after seeing my mother's angry face.

“Good eve mom” I greeted her with politely but I know very well that storm was going to come.

“Good eve my foot, you know that the door was open and you were sleeping my sweetheart” she said angrily

“But I..” I said worriedly but no use she cut off my word in middle.

She waved her palm in front of my mouth for silence “STOP I don’t want to hear any of your nonsense excuse”

I bowed down my head and started counting slowly..1 2 3 4 5..60..80..100

After counting many numbers by me my mother’s anger finally finished.

“Now go and do your homework” she yelled.

Yess that’s what I wanted to hear. I count only 100 and she was calm down really  I’ve got a very good mother.

Author's Note

Hello (really very awkward word in my dictionary) ..this is my first story on writers cafe . So it may be a little worse or not you’re kind of and please excuse my grammatically mistakes and freaking typing way. Please don’t criticize me about it (rude behave I know) but I hope you’ll enjoy it *wink*