I know.

How many more times do I have to be torn apart before people get it?!

I GET IT OKAY?! I'm an evil,selfish little child who understands nothing about the world and destroys everything in my path! I'm wicked! THINK WHAT YOU THINK! I'm so pissed off, and so hurt and torn up and depressed that I'm crying like a baby! YOU WONDER WHY I DON'T TALK OR TRUST MANY PEOPLE?! THIS IS WHY! THEY ALL BLAME ME! EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY EXCEPT ONE PERSON HAS BLAMED ME! ALL MY LIFE I'VE LIVED IN A HELL-HOLE AND I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS S**T! I'M SO HURT THAT I WANT TO SCREAM UNTIL MY THROAT BLEEDS AND MY HEART DIES OUT! What did I do to deserve this?! Why does no one understand?
          Why?
       Why me?

Author's Note

This isn't one of my shitty writings okay?! This is real! And I'm REALLY crying! I'm REALLY hurt.

Reviews

[Nicaushio Yamaki]

Understand this Shadow, you're not the only one going through a situations like this, and it you would allow ONE person to help you, then and ONLY then will you realize that you're never alone. Just as relation to what I said to you on email

[Niki Wilson]

Take it easssyyy..

[Uc Amalu Jr]

Wow! Is it that messed up? Just try taking things easy.