Too Much

Cut me up

and leave me open.

I can't take this waiting anymore.

I can feel the addiction

and it's killing me,

not to feed this demon anymore.

You can't tell

because the things she says,

I've been hiding away

and the things she does

hurts everyone I touch.

The addict in my mind unleashes,

my own inner demons.

And I want, I need

to be free.

But this feeling burns

and I don't know

if I can keep this up

when complete despair,

has knocked and entered,

my open door.