confession

I don't know how good this is I just needed to get stuff out so I'm sorry if it sucks

I'm tired of the lies

and sick of the blame

don't pretend that everything is ok

you always told me never keep a promise I don't intend to keep

guess the rules don't apply to you

thanks for telling me that

so go ahead and tell all your friends how I'm so evil

tell them whatever you have to sleep better

I'm not gonna cause a scene

I won't post it all over facebook

trust me if you knew me you would know that

and don't use those lines on me to make me feel better

the bottom line is you lied

you pulled me along for you're amusement

the point is this is killing me and you're not making it easy

I see you're so hurt 

nice to know I'm so easy to replace 

you know what I don't care anymore

everything is just off inside of me

I won't give you the satisfaction of hurting me

not anymore I'm done

I'm done with you

I'm done with the lies

I'm done with the hurt

I'm over it

Reviews

[Tony Jordan]

I wouldn't worry how good or not such a confessional write is Shae-Leigh - it's good because/if it felt good.
Writer's instinctively know how much getting it 'out' benefits them - a technique that psychology has only cottoned onto recently (relatively speaking).
Write on!

[Shae-Leigh Johns]

thanks you too

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Great one. Sometimes i feel same. Write poem as well about it. But yours go more deep and more beautiful than mine

[DookieSmiles]

Well put Shae! Let it all out! It doesn't fix or solve all the problems you might be going thru right now but I'm sure it helps. Your so young and I feel like this guy has hurt you a lot. I'm glad your done with him. Sometimes you just need to let go. You have so much more ahead of you and he is going to be the one missing out! Your awesome! Keep letting those raw feelings out on your poems!

[Shae-Leigh Johns]

thank you so much . the support is great and I appericate it. write on !

[Stardust]

"I won't give you the satisfaction of hurting me, not anymore" this was very beautifuly written. And you also helped me feel better after reading it, so thank you for sharing!

[Shae-Leigh Johns]

thank you and I'm glad