Thought I was doing better thought I would be ok then it all snapped all I want to do is slice my wrist open watch it fall to the ground tie a noose put around my neck jump off a bridge do anything everything to end this all every heart beat is destroying me I know you don't want to hear this but its the truth I put on a smile and laugh off the pain but I can't do that anymore I can't I'm not doing this for atteition I'm doing so that maybe someone will notice just how much I'm hurting and help me that's all I want is help cant you see that please someone tell you can see that please help me before its too late
Hi... Ya know - it IS allowed for it to be HARD to be us. Growing into the people we become takes a LOT of deep and held breaths, tears, even sometimes being able to laugh at our own frailties when the whole freakin world seems to be comin' down. It is NOT wrong to want attention, friends, acceptance, to feel bad because you ARE alone (even if it were truly just behind your eyes - cause afterall THAT is where we really live isn't it?), to feel lost, afraid, unwanted ...that is kinda real isn't it?
Catch a breath and wander through this place... the peeps are pretty cool and meanness for the sake of meanness is more rare than most sites for poets and writers - at least that I visited. You'll find you aren't as alone anymore and talking is what we do.
so again - Hi, I'm Chris
Posted 7 Years Ago
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7 Years Ago
Thanks and Hey...I'm Shae-Leigh
7 Years Ago
Welcome to Writer's Cafe Miss Shae-Leigh. I think you'll like it here...
Its okay to feel these things at one time in life. Main thing is to be strong and find solace in the things we have and know that what's stored for our destiny is the right thing for us.
Excellent show of emotions!
You will be just fine. The fact that you can even write this and are able to express your feelings this way already puts you ahead of most people. Stay strong. You have a wonderful full life awaiting you.
these are some deep thought and feelings you've shared, i like writing like this because it's so raw and personal. good job :). you spelled attention wrong btw.
Hi... Ya know - it IS allowed for it to be HARD to be us. Growing into the people we become takes a LOT of deep and held breaths, tears, even sometimes being able to laugh at our own frailties when the whole freakin world seems to be comin' down. It is NOT wrong to want attention, friends, acceptance, to feel bad because you ARE alone (even if it were truly just behind your eyes - cause afterall THAT is where we really live isn't it?), to feel lost, afraid, unwanted ...that is kinda real isn't it?
Catch a breath and wander through this place... the peeps are pretty cool and meanness for the sake of meanness is more rare than most sites for poets and writers - at least that I visited. You'll find you aren't as alone anymore and talking is what we do.
so again - Hi, I'm Chris
Posted 7 Years Ago
1 of 1 people found this review constructive.
7 Years Ago
Thanks and Hey...I'm Shae-Leigh
7 Years Ago
Welcome to Writer's Cafe Miss Shae-Leigh. I think you'll like it here...
I'm kinda at the point where I just feel like giving up on everything everyone. just a thought
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I'm a lonely person that finds strength and compassion in my writing.
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