My Cheat is Tight

I feel as if. 

I can't get enough air to my lungs. 

Panic attack. 

I feel so numb. 

But at the same time.

I want to cry. 

I'm sorry to everyone. 

For doing it. 

But I am done fighting. 

It wasn't much. 

So don't fear. 

But I find comfort in this pain. 

Please,

Don't be to upset by this. 

I just. 

Couldn't hold on anymore.