Fighting It

I now have the chance to do it. 

To make it stop. 

Or at least. 

Numb myself for a bit longer. 

But I'm doing all I can not to. 

Because of you. 

I can't imagine what it would do. 

I'm scared to even voice it. 

But I know I need to speak up to someone. 

Or I'm going to lose it. 

And break my four months or being clean. 

But it's getting hard to not to. 

When my mind take off down that dark road. 

Reviews

[Rika]

stay strong, i know you can, you have someone to live for now! *hugs*

[Kitten]

-hugs back- I have a lot of people to live for..

[Rika]

i know but you seem so mutch hapier with her

[Kitten]

I am. I'm very happy.

[Rika]

im glad ^^

[Glitter]

I'm here my love...I promise. I'll stay up till three every night if that's what you need. I'll do anything to help you.

[Kitten]

I know yew would..