Lessons Learned

Josh: 

You were so much to me. 

The one I saw a life with. 

But you had dark intentions from the start. 

To leave me broken and bruised. 

And yet to this day. 

You will come up in my mind. 

And on that day you lost your life. 

I cried my eyes for most of the day. 

No matter how much hell you put me through. 

It still hurts to not have you around. 

Damon: 

The twin to my "older brother" 

Trusting him like I do. 

I thought I could trust you. 

We were great for so long. 

But that day you came home.

A mind drowning in influences.

Other woman on your mind. 

I became a sex object to you. 

A thing to f**k and leave. 

That's what brought me to leave you. 

And I still miss you at times.
But only whenever I see that toy you won me. 

Most times. 

You never cross my mind. 

Avery: 

A love that was true to anyone who could see. 

For a few months we were fine. 

But then other got in the way. 

And I left you for other that hurt me. 

Leaving you hurt and broken.
And then the last time I left you. 

You found someone else. 

Which was great. 

If only you had told me. 

Instead of staying with her. 

And getting back with me. 

Just leave me hurt and broke later. 

Lucas: 

I fell the hardest I have. 

In a very long time. 

Our love was one to be envied

Kisses and cuddles. 

Cutesy nicknames and crazy nights. 

And then one night. 

You snapped. 

Calling me names

And leaving me with bruises. 

I still think. 

I haven't let you go. 

I try hard everyday. 

To fully say goodbye to you

And I'm getting better. 

I stopped wearing the ring. 

But I still hold that bear close to me. 

The way I use to do you. 

You've left me so broken. 

I don't know how to handle myself sometimes. 

I just hope. 

One day. 

I will not hurt over you anymore. 

  

Author's Note

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22zB6Soc2Gk

Reviews

[Glitter]

I hope this did help dear...I won't let anyone else hurt you like they did again...I promise I'll never ever come close to them as well...

[Kitten]

I trust yew not to.. I just.. Have issues..

[Glitter]

I know. I understand and don't blame you at all. You've been through a lot. I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that...

[Kitten]

It's not your fault dear.

[Glitter]

I know...but I just wish you hadn't had to...you don't deserve all of that...

[Kitten]

I feel like I've learned a lot from it though..

[Glitter]

-nods- that is true...can't learn without going through something first.

[Kitten]

Yeah.. So that's how I try and look at things.

[Glitter]

-nods and snuggles- I'm glad you do~

[Kitten]

-cuddles back-