Say your goodbyes

I've been doing nothing but thinking about it. 

I just want to give the hell up. 

And let go. 

Say goodbye to this s**t world. 

And not have to deal with any of it anymore. 

I wont have to upset mom by wanting to not be here. 

I wont have to bother people with my problems.

I wont get in the way of other people's plans. 

I wont have to hope for someone to come and save me. 

It will just be easier for everyone. 

Nobody will have to deal with me. 

It can all just be over

And I can stop trying. 

Stop living. 

I can be free..