Four years

Four years ago. 

I found out you were gone. 

And it broke apart my world. 

Now today. 

My mother has done it. 

Again. 

She's made it about her. 

She doesn't give a s**t. 

That I have been thinking about. 

Ending it. 

Just so I don't have to hurt over anything, anymore. 

Or just so I can see you. 

She doesn't care. 

That I lost my hero. 

The one you helped me live. 

She doesn't care about any of that. 

It's only her issues that matter. 

No matter what day. 

It's mom first. 

Always. 

And now. 

On the day that I tuck away. 

To grieve over you. 

She has me crying over a bunch of other things. 

Things she has caused. 

Thanks mom,

You've ruined this day too...  

Reviews

[Scott Metro]

A ton of bitterness in this one..and some sorrow.
You laid it out well. !

Enjoyed it.
Scott

[Kitten]

Thank you.

[Sami Khalil]

I hope all these things can be sorted out . All the best wishes...Pen on...:)........

[Kitten]

Thank you.

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:)..............................

[Lydia Shutter]

Lots of honest emotions expressed in this one. I am sure your mother is not trying to hurt you. Life does not come with an instruction manual and unfortunately, no one is perfect. I hope you are able to resolve your issues with her and that you are able to see this person who is your hero. Lydi**