Not Ready

I can't move on... 

I'm not ready yet. 

"It's been four years. 

Don't you think you need to celebrate his life."

Shut the hell up. 

I lost a hero. 

Someone I know I could go to. 

To make me smile. 

Even if it was just a song. 

Or a video. 

He means so much to me. 

And you just want me to act. 

Like nothing happened. 

I just haven't come to terms with it. 

It's still so unreal to me. 

I feel like I've been living a four year dream without him. 

And no one seems to get that... 

Reviews

[fireblossom]

I get it. :-) Well done. I feel your emotions in this. Very well written.

[Kitten]

Thank you.