Suffocating

In my own mind. 

The wreck I've become. 

Shaking till the glass meets my lips. 

Or the metal rips my skin. 

Or the pill slides down my throat. 

Trying to find some way. 

To numb me just enough. 

To take away the tears. 

Or the stop the thoughts. 

But really. 

It's never going to stop. 

Not until I know... 

For sure.... 

I can sit here. 

And say. 

It's been awhile since I've felt like this. 

But really... 

It hasn't.

Because I've never felt like this.... 

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[Sami Khalil]

"To take away the tears.

Or the stop the thoughts.

But really.

It's never going to stop.

Not until I know...

For sure....

I can sit here.

And say.

It's been awhile since I've felt like this."


A splendid read and write...:)......................

[Kitten]

Thank you.

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:)................