B***h

By Ashley

It's what I feel like. 

Just think of how many people. 

I've hurt. 

Or betrayed. 

And it's going to happen. 

To anyone who is close to me. 

I know it. 

I'm just not good with people. 

That's f*****g clear. 

I'm so pissed at myself. 

I feel sick. 

I want to cut so badly. 

It's not even funny anymore. 

But if mom finds it again. 

I'll have to go through everything again. 

And that also means. 

I broke my promise. 

Just one more thing I would do wrong. 

I know I keep saying this. 

But why does anyone. 

Who isn't stuck with me. 

Keep me around? 

Reviews

[Graveyard Queen]

we keep you around because you are one our best friends and we all love you. i don't know a time when you have hurt even one of us

[Kitten]

I feel like I have..

[Graveyard Queen]

you may feel like you have but its other people around us, you are always there when one of us needs your help even if you are in pain yourself don't put it all on yourself

[Kitten]

It's because I don't want yew guys to think I don't care. No matter what I'm going through. If one of yew guys is upset. I drop everything and try to help. It's just who I am..

[Graveyard Queen]

i know ash and you help a lot you don't hurt you help, i promise

[Kitten]

Oks..

[Bound In Red]

Because. For one. You've never hurt me. Others have. (And that's not you Vikki or Jess.) And two. You're my sister. I love you to much to be with out my sissy.

[Kitten]

I just feel like.. When the boys do something. It get put on me..

[Bound In Red]

No it does it Ash. I know and understand whats going on. So I'm not mad at you. (Twins haven't ever upset me either..)

[Kitten]

Oks..

[Bound In Red]

I'm horrible with words. **No it doesn't. We love you ashy!

[Kitten]

I got that. Love yew too.

[Bound In Red]

Dats right.

[Kitten]

Hehe.