Losing it

By Ashley

It's getting so much worse. 

And I know I caused it. 

That sense of safety. 

Blown out the f*****g window. 

F**k growing up. 

F**k being happy. 

I want to die. 

I don't f*****g belong in this world. 

Can't you see that? 

Why do you people keep helping. 

Keep me alive. 

Why the f**k even bother? 

I'm just ganna ruin your lives. 

In one way or another. 

I've fucked up my life. 

And I'm doing it to everyone else. 

I'm so sorry.. 

Reviews

[♋ Iris ♋]

You cant leaves meh. I loves you. come on we can get thru this. you no ruin my life. -hugglenuzzles-

[Kitten]

-huggles-

[♋ Iris ♋]

we all just need a good day together. For real. forget the real world for a while and just hang out.

[Bound In Red]

good idea to me.

[Kitten]

If I f*****g make it that long..

[♋ Iris ♋]

thats what we are for. to help ya out

[Bound In Red]

we really will be here.

[Bound In Red]

No ash. You haven't ruined your life. Your not like tori or liberty. Your smarter than that. And it's never, ever too late to get your life right. We love you!

[Kitten]

I love yew too.

[Bound In Red]

Good, then dont do this.

[- - -]

I...don't know what to say to this...just...that I don't want you to die.....I love my sissy..........and you don't ruin my life...

[Kitten]

I know. I love yew too. And the way it's going. I feel like I'm going to at some point..

[- - -]

You won't though...lol, the only person who ruins my life is me. Idt it's possible for others to.

[Kitten]

-huggles-

[- - -]

-huggles back-