Alone

By Ashley

I know. 

That i have people. 

All around me. 

That love and care for me. 

But sometimes. 

I want them to all. 

Go away. 

Let me shut down. 

Take a break. 

And just breathe. 

But no.

I'm never going to be left alone. 

If one gets it. 

Another one pesters more. 

I can't win. 

I just want a week. 

To where. 

I don't have to talk. 

To

Or see 

People. 

Just shut away. 

And forget the world. 

But no one. 

Is ever going. 

To allow that. 

You all.

Care to much. 

Sometimes. 

I wish. 

You would all. 

Realize. 

What a horrible person. 

I am. 

Or can be. 

And just leave me. 

Like we left Jenny.

She may be upset over it. 

But. 

At the end of the day. 

I wish that was.

The way it happened for me... 

Reviews

[zainul]

I have somewhat similar nature like you.
Sometimes I need break from long conversation.
I get too much tired and feel that I have exhausted resources to share.
Wonderful write.

[Kitten]

Yes. And thank yew.

[zainul]

Yew are welcome!

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Oh Ashy...-hugs tight...- I can relate to the wanting to be alone and shut down thing...but you're not a horrible person...at all...and maybe we can all agree to leave you be for a week, but we aren't going to leave yew period...we love yew too much.......

[Kitten]

Ok.