What if?

By Ashley

What happens. 

If. 

Letting you guys. 

See. 

Into my mind. 

Makes.

You give up. 

On me? 

Just because. 

I scare you. 

Or.. 

You can only handle.

So much of this. 

And now. 

That I'm opening up. 

It's to much. 

And your just tired. 

Of being around people. 

Who can hardly make. 

It through the days. 

What happens. 

If everyone. 

Starts to leave me. 

Just because. 

I freak them out. 

What is going to happen to me. 

Then? 

I've never been 

So scared. 

That I'm.

Going to be. 

Alone.. 

Reviews

[Bound In Red]

I couldn't leave you ash. And not just because of Deo. I'm happy that you're telling me more, well everyone more. I might not know everything. But i try to understand. And i will never leave you guys.

[Kitten]

It's good to know that. And I know yew are..

[Bound In Red]

:)

[Wednesday Morning]

Oh my, another one by you. I love this. I think that a lot of us are afraid of showing people who we really are in fear of judgment. But guess what? If you don't try, then they'll know you for someone your not. And, a lot of the time, there's someone out there. At least one person that's willing to talk to you and help you. Because, you'll find that out there, there's people that understand. Thanks for yet another great write. It reminds me of those bad old days. Love it, and my best wishes to you.

[Kitten]

Yeah. I know. It's just hard to open up at times. And thank yew.

[- - -]

I'm not going to lie. Seeing you like this doesn't scare me. It makes me feel less alone. Horrible as it is. Because someone really truly understands what I'm going through.

[Kitten]

I can agree with yew. But some of our friends. Really dont understand. What this can be like. And those are the ones I'm worried about.

[- - -]

I understand that...-hugs-

[Kitten]

Yeah.. -hugs back-