Emotions

By Ashley

Something.

I really wish.

I was without. 

Would it

Make me a dead fish?

Probably. 

But, Then

I wouldn't feel this

Stress.

That I am right now. 

When I get here. 

All I want to do.

Is take a few days. 

Maybe a week.

Where.

I don't talk to anyone.

Dont do anything.

But just lay here.

Have Jack comfort me.

And forget about 

Everyone 

And everything.

But all I know.

Is that is never going to happen.

Because. 

If one of us.

Doesn't talk to someone. 

For more then an hour. 

Somebody. 

Freaks out. 

Just because we disappear.

Doesn't mean we are.

Thinking of self harm.

Or worse. 

It doesn't mean.

We hate you. 

Or are ignoring you.

It's just. 

I have.

To deal with a lot of. 

Emotions. 

From all around. 

And it runs me done. 

And Jack. 

Is the only one. 

That seems to understand.

That I need to just get away.

From it all. 

For awhile..  

Reviews

[Bound In Red]

I'm trying to understand. And now that i know, I'm leaving you guys alone when you want to be left alone. Promise.

[Kitten]

But the thing is. It's just me and Jack. Deo. He's the most f*****g social person I now. But it's my shyness. That holds him back. And he wont f*****g get it. (Sorry if I upset yew..)

[Bound In Red]

hehe. No. No upsetness taken. I understand.

[Kitten]

Ok..