Breakdown

By Ashley

It's happening. 

I'm falling apart again. 

I've tried so hard this week not to. 

And now.. 

With Mom doing this.  

Making me feel like. 

She wants to listen to Maddie. 

Before she does me.. 

I feeling like I'm not loved. 

Even though.. 

I know she does love me. 

She just keeps doing things. 

That make me feel like she doesn't. 

The stupid 

Suicidal thoughts. 

Have already come back.. 

I even brought a blade with me.. 

I doubt I'll get the chance to use it.. 

The boys wont let me. 

I just.. 

I've started to breakdown. 

And I'm worried I'm. 

Ganna go all the way... 

Reviews

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Nooooo Ashy...-huggles tightly- it's okaaaaay.......

[Kitten]

-huggles back- I'm back.

[Kitten]

I'm better.. Sorry. Dyslexic..

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Tis okay -huggles- I glad you're better

[Kitten]

Me too.