Here we go again

I did it. 

I relapsed.

Worse then ever before. 

I tried to keep count... 

But got lost. 

So many I can't even keep count of them.

Have I reached that point in my life?

Where I no longer care if I die. 

Where I would rather be like that. 

I feel like I bother everyone. 

Like, no one likes me. 

And they have just been lying to me the whole time.

Even him. 

When he says he wants to get back together. 

Does he mean it?

Or is he just saying that to make me feel better?

I know he is with her...

But it hurts. 

Wether he is with someone or not 

It hurts me...

And now that I have relapsed.

Will I be able to stop this time?   

Reviews

[Kitten]

It isn't important anymore.

[Finally Fallen]

If you need help just ask me or Justin we will help you whenever u need it and slightly confused.....which he? that is if i can know.