Stages

I contemplate the size of the universe,

I create the image in my mind and rehearse,

the one act which will make me a curse.

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I live in the depths, where all is moss,

and evil thoughts in your mind I toss.

I burn the pen and forge the paper,

Never naked,in your eyes I am but vapour.

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I am a madman inside your mind.

I let the darkness subdue your kind And,

through this words that muses squeal;

Your soul by a madman in the end 

Is in Heal.

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In the end I face the truth.

In the end my soul has lost it's hue.

And so at my last, my gift to you,

Is an honest but re-assuring warm adieu.