Unrequited love

"Aren't you something to admire, 'cause your shine is something like a mirror

And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine

If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find

Just know that I'm always parallel on the other side"



Hey there, you broken souls. I see you as an exception in this broken world where people cry out their pains, you chose to listen to them.

In a world where no one cares for you, you care for them. You care for them so much, you let them know that you won't leave, you tell them, maybe we couldn't solve this but holding hands and facing it together really helps.

You fight their battles because no one fought yours with you!

How beautiful of you!

I am just like you, just a bit more worse. I have possibly seen all kinds of madness you know.

The sole difference between you and me is that I am happy and you still cry at night.

It's that I risk myself every time and you have stopped living for yourself.

It's that you don't laugh with your heart. And oh my god, I love it when broken souls laugh.

I will tell you something about me so that you basically get to know how much of a insane I am.

I have seen it all, torture, discrimination, ignorance, rejection, heartbreaks, obsession, sexual violence, extreme loneliness, taunts, stress, hopelessness, failed attempts of self control, physical beatings, mental torture, and more( I don't really remember it's too much)

And yes! No one to care. Don't blame yourself for this(why would you)

I am pretty much the best kid I probably know.

But why am I telling you this. Because I am not scared to accept I am broken.

And let me tell you, I want to love you! Not because I expect the same. Oh no! I don't need any love. I won't accept any love. You just can't no matter how hard you try, my mind doesn't believe in love. My mind wants you to do so!

Because I really do!

I love you for you, I don't love you for loving me back.

I love you because I see you crying, and I want to let you rain, rain like those dark clouds, let all your pain out, so that we could begin again, together, another morning, to cover the ones who are being troubled by that burning sun.

I love you because I want you to know that broken souls can be the best.

I love you because I want you to know that I am a real stubborn and I care for you! I will care for you until I die. I don't know but I am sorry to say I have limits. XD

I love you because I want to see you happy again. I love you because oh god,

I just love the way you laugh.

Yes you! You broken soul. DO YOU REALISE THAT I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO CARE FOR YOU!

I don't want you to love me back. I don't need love. I needed once. I really needed once. But, I just, moved on?

To a whole another hell that I don't want you to be part of.

I want you to speak it all, throw it all, even though I know it's impossible, but believe me, you can't bury it! You have to throw it. If even a single flashback takes you back to your tears, then let me tell you, cry as much as you want to because you own my smelly shoulders.

Smelly I know but hey! At least they are soft(I guess)

I want you to speak your fears, your mind out, because believe me! I love to hear it.

I can't imagine the pain you are going through but I know you want to tell me how you feel. MAYBE BECAUSE I AM PRETTY STUBBORN RIGHT?

Stop those sad songs and get that love theme on. Maybe love was the thing that destroyed you. But believe me!

If you think that you are the best lover and you want to be loved the way you love people

Then oh my god!

"It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me"



Love really heals everything. Only if you believe this fucktard for once.

Just once!

You don't even have to love him back because as he said,

"I love you for you, not for loving me back"

"I don't care if you don't care, I just care for you"



I know you are scared to trust again, but believe me I am too.

I don't know if that helps in some way or not.



Thank you for reading this. Realise someone actually cares.

And hope you have a nice day, oh if you are broken soul then hope you have a nice night.

Maybe staring at that blank wall won't be so bad today? Right?

Thank you. And

I love you!

"'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass, I'm here trying to pull you through

You just gotta be strong"